We as humans like to look for a reason why we or someone else does what they do. On one level we feel that mind works in mysterious ways, but on another we like to understand things. We want to know why … Remember the 3 year old repeatedly asking why after giving them an answer to their question. Why? Why? Why?
Children seek answers, seek understanding, but are in a state of naïvety and can be programmed into beliefs that grow in the subconscious. As adults unknown to us, those beliefs have grown and we believe our beliefs are right!…. We like to feel that we can explain the situation and feel accomplished, superior. Huh?
And those of us that are on a conscious spiritual journey may ask why? It’s a payoff! The feeling of being accomplished or superior is a payoff. The subconscious ego likes the way it makes us feel. The ego seeks the payoff.
Or at least that part of mind that is very human and in a low level of consciousness enjoys the payoff of feeling superior. It’s a low egotistic level that seeks to feel resentment, revenge, and that vengeance and hatred are right and that the others are wrong.
Apparently, and it is very apparent in some countries’ societies, that members are indignant and hate. They must join the bandwagon of hatred! Some of us just love to feel superior and hate those that don’t do as we think they should.
People also do the things they do for the experience … the experience is the payoff. And to feel superior, to feel hatred, to feel inferior, depressed, abused. It feels right to the subconscious. The ego gets off on it!
Past history doesn’t really matter at that moment. It’s the payoff in that moment! But the fixed thinking and programming holds the ego in that cycle. The idea grows in the subconscious unknowingly to us consciously into a monster!
What can help us to evolve beyond wanting and justifying the payoffs?
It’s simple. Honesty. Sincerity. Truth. Truth about ourselves and the way the subconscious works. Become conscious and aware.
Recognizing the payoffs while releasing them to a Higher Power than ourselves.
And aligning with That which we Truly are …. gentle souls that are naive mentally and can be programmed to think certain ways that include hatred rather than the freedom of Love.
We are always free to express Love, but….generally we are afraid to express Love. Our pet dogs and cats generally are not! The subconscious is afraid because it looses its power. It’s amazing the lengths the ego will go to survive, to stay in depression, guilt, hatred. Yet, that’s not what we really are.
We are innately loving and compassionate. It expresses as caring and consideration, honor, being earnest and committed. And when we realize this it pulls us up consciously! Love is an attractor field that pulls us to It.
We can recognize Love within us as strength, wisdom, integrity, beauty, joy and peace. And Love will stand and fight with those qualities.
Rather than fight against guilt, depression, hatred, racial/sexual discrimination, drugs, war, we can avoid those attractor fields of negativity. And stand with attractor fields of happiness and beauty with daily relaxation, mediation and giving the Loving Vibrations to humanity.
I’ve found that life is all a matter of integrity and sincerity. Integrity sustains us and Love attracts us to what we really are. Attracts us to happiness, joy, beauty and peace within. And as we sincerely intend and fight to find and Be happy, beautiful and peaceful within it helps those around us and all of humanity!
Hope this entry helps!😍
What have you found?
In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB
“Your Reason is part of the filtering system between your Consciousness and your Subconsciousness. It strains the good out of what you get from that tainted subconscious supply and retains it for Conscious use.”
Eugene Fersen, Science of Being (27 lessons), page 428.
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Science of Being 
Dear Wise Hearted… Love that description and it reveals your spiritual intent. Wisdom is Loving and Intelligent… it’s all good.
Remember Love as I must also that being honest with ourselves may not include revealing any revelations, pondering or breakthroughs with others, including our spouses …. There’s some humor in that!
Everyone has a right to their paths of thoughts.
I’ve found releasing any desire to explain can cause confusion, etc! I have to release that desire and it frees my heart of the burden. Silence comes and it is golden, peaceful and that peace may spread in other ways such as consideration and respect. You’ll see evidence sooner or later of it spreading. Its amazing.
We can choose to reveal any changes in our behavioral choices. We need not say a word. Anyway spoken language is of the past, based in memory and experiences. Being in the present moment in a conscious awareness is powerful. I leave the rest up to The Great All.
Thank for sharing your Love. You can share anything with me and it can remain confidential if you prefer it so.
In Light and Love, PortiaSLB
I had to read your post more then once to grasped its meaning. Now to be able to explain it to myself…I am easily deceived about myself but this post is a help to break through the deception. So much pain still resides in my subconscious and there are certain triggers that pull back the curtain to that closet and out jumps anger usually. I work on being honest with my husband of 62 years but seems I only upset him and he wants to know why I am mad. Your post has created a desire to search out more on the questions your post created in me.