When your conscience hurts – it’s true function

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We all get these occasional pangs of conscience that’s telling us something’s wrong, or telling us that we should feel guilty, angry, victimized or superior. Such temptations can take us to places we don’t want to go emotionally as spiritual aspirants.

Our progression is best served by recognizing the conscience as the universe’s compassionate way of pointing to opportunities for harmonization within us. We all have opportunities to contribute to lifting the human consciousness and condition.

When our conscience hurts and feels guilty look at it as an opportunity to be courageous. We can retreat from thought and choose to observe or witness the content of thought impersonally. Engage your Spiritual Heart by being willing to open to Unconditional Love.

Make the Mental Contact with Universal Life Energy and visualize temptations of the conscience as weeds that you pull out by the roots from the subconscious and burn it with the pure Light of Universal Life Energy, releasing it. You are removing the illusions of the thoughts which set limitations on us.

We can raise our level of consciousness step by step within ourselves. Gradually we lift ourselves from blame to anxiety, up to scorn and into acceptance.  Or when tempted to feel victimized it is a wonderful opportunity of empowerment to release and transcend into Unconditional Love.

These processes are engaging both the mind and heart, Mind/Heart coherence. Our Heart is our Seat of Love, yet it is also wise and can raise our level of consciousness, helping us reason and make FourSquare decisions to improve not only our physical life, but also our inner spiritual awareness.

 Every compassionate thought, attitude and act not only lifts ourselves, but indeed, it outweighs many negative thoughts held by humanity. It is a motivation of Love that is of spiritual value.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“There is an infinite Supply of Power around you. All you need to do is to learn how to draw upon it and how to use it in every department of your daily life.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 5.

Your Potential in the energies of 2022

Love, relationships and Responsibilities

2022 = 2 + 0 + 2 + 2 = 6

According to sacred numerology this year adds up to #6 and matters of the heart, love and relationships become forefront.

It’s an opportunity for You to be in Love this year and transform yourself! An opportunity to connect with your Spiritual Heart and Unconditional Love that resides there, the sacred chamber of Source within!

On the world stage, #6 energies will encourage social coherence with attitudes of cooperation and compassion, focusing on goodwill and freeing ourselves from past attitudes of fear.

But there are also indications of power struggles and conflict among nations and dictatorial self-righteousness which may cause tempers to flair and acting on impulses instead of thinking things through first. In turn, this could cause mass confusion and distrust of governments and those in power.

This #6 year gives us an opportunity to be conscious of problems, yet focus on Love.

We have the freedom of choice to be enthusiastic, aware, sincere and compassionate. Those FourSquare energies attract opportunities to contribute to humanity’s awakening that is now taking place.

We can also contribute to humanity’s awakening by radiating and Giving Healing Energies to the World.

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On more a personal level, the energy of #6 is domestic and centers around home. This year we will be blessed with the opportunity to establish calm and harmony within ourselves, home and family.

You will greatly benefit nurturing your existing relationships, letting family and friends know that they are appreciated and Loved. And apply optimistic attitudes to improve relationships at work.

Your emotions are what empower You to create your internal and external reality. Therefore, establish Harmony within yourself! And accept others for who they are and release self-absorbed urgings for control. Love them unconditionally as does Source. However, we should not tolerate any abuse, discriminating as to the best FourSquare course.

Choose to Be enthusiastic, considerate, sincere and Loving. It instills harmony. Now is the time to decide. It’s your spiritual privilege to choose your path in life. When you choose to feel emotionally harmonious within yourself and manifest it in your Individuality and life with the FourSquare, it leads you to success and Joy in Life.

Even if you experience push-back, let your confidence rise and old inhibitions fall away. And that Joy will spread out from you to those closest to you, then out into the world.

This should be a very rare year indeed with three #2’s!

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Three 2’s may create lively periods that swing from one direction to the other …. from carefree to rebellious, from reason to delusion, from focus to confusion. There may be volatile periods with misuse of power and acting too quickly without reason or consideration. And major disagreements on how to get things done.

Number 2 on the surface portrays polarity through opposites. Be careful of those biding for power. Just notice urges to jump one way or the other without following them.

Urges do not represent the Real You …. rather they stem from the primitive brain and human, subconscious ego conditioning. They are more like a shadow with no real substance.

Your frontal brain cortex and Self consciousness can override conditioning that urges us to join bandwagons that only add fuel to the fire of competition. You have spiritual freedom of choice!

Number 2’s sacred energy is that of Attraction and Love! There is potential for you to contribute to a more compassionate world with the energies of #2.

You can choose to blend intellect with love ….. Establish Mind/Heart Coherence.

You can choose to do acts of kindness rather than getting involved in squabbles.

You can choose to blend your human life with your inner spiritual life, making them the same thing. You and all of humanity will benefit.

Setting Goals for 2022

Courageously dare to pursue your goals, creating opportunities, rather than identifying with problems this year.

Unburden yourself of needless emotional baggage from past emotional hurts. This will help you Self-actualize and liberate Love from within, cultivating positive, upbeat vibes and sense of joy and humor.

The Light Seeker within can unite with the Light Worker that You are, and reap the rewards.

Aim to be Be FourSquare and let Love lead you; expressing All Energy, Intelligence, Truth and Love.

For a deeper look at sacred numerology for 2022:

Synchronize with the Spiritual Waves of 2022

“Light is Truth. With faces set to The Light, we can understand the real meaning of life.

Let us send to sufferers thoughts of Love. Love is not human. It is a Spark of the Eternal of which we are the Bearer.”

Eugene Fersen, Advanced Teachings in Science of Being, Volume II, page 214.

In the hope that You find Love close at hand this year and always, PortiaSLB

5 signs you are integrating your inner genders

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We will usually pursue development of our mind before we pursue development of our heart and love. We need both our inner male gender of mind and inner female gender of Love in balance and in a state of cooperation. Ying and Yang active and blending. Otherwise the human mind can create an ego that runs on self-service, separatism and manipulation. And a reality to match.

Mind in its higher state of consciousness is also Love. And Love is also Wise. So, ideally we are transitioning from our mental interpretation of gender duality, mind and heart believed to be separate, to integrating both within as one. And thus, with patience our reality gradually becomes one of happiness and harmony. 

Here are some signs that you are integrating your inner genders of Mind and Love, harmonizing your reality through the Law of Gender:

1. You are mindful and live in the moment. 

You are Self-conscious, present in your body and in your heart. You are aware and choose to love the moment, seeing it as an opportunity in life to learn more about yourself and the reality you create through your consciousness with Love and the powers of the Great Principle. Enthusiastic.

2. You begin to see yourself in others.  

You see both the Divinity in them and in yourself! When I am conscious of this experience, I am also conscious of the compassion I feel for others and myself. We are all One and connected.

You, like me, may come to realize that we all are looking for unconditional Love in others. And, I am so grateful to be in the presence of such beautiful Souls, in the great sea of the Universe and on Mother Earth.

On the emotional level your Heart Center is your Seat of Love. And, Love is inclusive, unifying. 

Higher emotional energies from your Heart are personal love, impersonal Love, sincerity, and gratitude. You have an attitude of goodwill and compassion for others and for yourself. When I live a conscious heart I listen to others from my Heart with consideration and respect.

Our emotions have a major impact on our consciousness, our  thoughts and behaviors, which in turn have a major impact in our reality. Every emotion is manifested reality.

Emotionally we are part of one Heart, connected with Universal Love. Mentally we are part of one Self-consciousness, one Superconsciousness and one subconsciousness. Unity is the Law of the Universe.

Separative thinking causes us to forget not only who we truly are, but also our authentic power as Souls. We can feel left out, lonely and afraid because we have forgotten the support of the Eternal and our connection with all humanity. Separatists are self-righteous and can become fanatical.

When you mentally become conscious of the tenderness of your Heart, you become inclusive and sensitive to the condition of others you are close to, to the condition of humanity, to the condition of Mother Earth. In that awareness you develop compassion for yourself and others. 

3. You listen to the Wisdom of your Heart. 

Wisdom is the living energy of Cosmic Mind. This gives you the authentic power of discrimination through your Heart, uniting Mind and Love. You are honest, sincere and your word is law.

On the intuition level the higher energies of your Heart may manifest as inspiration, intuition and even instinct. You are constantly being guided by the Wisdom of your Heart and Love through your Superconsciousness.

As I become more grateful for what I understand in the Wisdom and from my Higher Self, I am quieter and listen more to my intuition. And, the more I am grateful for the guidance, the more I receive.

There are times that I make a mistake, but when I review as to how it came about I usuallly remember that I had received guidance from my Higher Self but didn’t follow it!

Since the heart is also an emotional center we can feel what is harmonious, wise, true and loving. When you integrate both Heart and Mind, both your feminine and masculine genders, you become conscious of what you’re feeling and make empowered decisions. You discriminate, choosing to be motivated by Love instead of fear. And, this is also has a radiance of protection for you! Love is your protection.

As a bonus …… when you make a conscious decision lead by Love ….. then that energy also enters your subconscious, your feminine mental gender. In the subconscious it takes root to grow, to once again resurface at the appropriate time to your consciousness, your masculine mental gender, as a beautiful effect in your consciousness and life.

For more about your mental genders consider: The Law of Gender you’ve probably never been conscious of Part 1.

4. You appreciate Beauty.

When you become more conscious of Love you begin to truly recognize and appreciate Beauty. You see beauty all around you: in others, in their character, expressions and sincerity. You appreciate the beauty in the art, music, dance and rhythms, in colors, in sounds and throughout nature. A bird’s song, a flower’s shape, color and fragrance has qualities that are beautiful.

Tastes and touches can be very beautiful. You experience beauty in the day sky and starry night sky. In simplicity, a curve, line and geometry, In numbers, words and feelings. In Silence.

5. You generously Love.

You are considerate, express goodwill, are respectful, and hope the best for others. Grateful. 

For more on releasing the ego and embracing higher levels of consciousness:

Ways to go beyond ordinary thinking.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“The male and the female qualities are both powers, and very beautiful powers. These fine characteristic of a complete being are within us. Let us bring them out. Perseverance, cooperation and collaboration are required.”

Eugene Fersen, Advanced Lessons in Science of Being, Volume I, page 58.

If you must sacrifice for the better good …. then this

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Consider …… if we feel we are sacrificing something good for the better good or for wealth and moneythen fear is leading us rather than love. Sacrificing anything good …. especially love …. is counter productive and will not benefit anyone in the universal circle of Life.

Sacrificing love, sacrificing our better ourselves, makes the ego stronger and all the egotistic traits like greed, self-righteousness, blame, hate and scorn…… rather than all of our positive, loving qualities like gratitude, optimism, understanding and courage.

To feel that we must sacrifice our energy and time to attract money or power will not bring us wealth or true power in the long run. It instead takes away from our pursuit of Happiness and spiritual Power.

Sacrificing love makes us weak because fear dominates us, rather than love. True Love is very Strong, while being very active, balancing in Wisdom, seeing the depths of Truth and Intent.

Obedience to ecclesiastic beliefs in sacrificing something good for the better good restricts and holds us frozen in that belief, in that positionality. It holds us back from our Freedom. And if it is one thing that humans love and desire it is Freedom. Even children cry for Freedom.

If we must sacrifice something then …. sacrifice fear, laziness, ignorance, procrastination, pretense and disrespect. Recognize them for what they are …… illusions that are not the Real You. Allow them to pass through you. Contact Universal Life Energy, The Great Principle, aligning with Love. Love as the Great Principle Loves ….. Love yourself and others unconditionally.

Be brave. Have a sincere intent to release blind beliefs, assumptions, blame, despair, regret, hate and scorn when then arise. Recognize them without claiming them, dwelling in them and they will fade. This is releasing them, freeing yourself of them.

And …. releasing egotistic traits helps us open more to the continuous flow of Abundance of Strength, Wisdom, Sincerity and Love within us.

It is our Hearts that are our natural Center of Attraction …. Divine, Unconditional Love sets there …. Our Hearts are drawn to the magnet of Freedom, Strength, Happiness and All Wealth. That is why ….. attitudes of Optimism, Trust and Understanding empowers us to be in the full flow of ever All Abundance.

In the hope You generously express Love in your reality, PortiaSLB

“Whenever you feel Jealousy, Envy or Hatred flare sullenly in your heart, or Selfishness invade with smothering vapors your better impulses, relax and make the contact with Universal Life Energy. Do not yield to the sudden impulse of Fear that prompts you to try to choke them back within you; the enemy must be openly met to be vanquished. … You will discover, to your amazement, that you are no longer helpless in the grip of the storm that rages within, that you feel soothed, quieted, unafraid, until presently you are aware that the Evil Passion has vanished as traceless as a shadow, leaving a calm of perfect confidence in its place.”

Eugene Fersen, Lesson 25 of Science of Being Lessons, pages 630-631.  


We attract….

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Just relax and trust the Great Law that things always work out for you. That attitude of Trust relaxes the mind and will allow answers.

The Law is above all Loving ….. so even when we initially may be in a wanting, desiring mode, when we relax and Trust that things will work out, then we allow ourselves to consciously hear intuition ….. we attract …. intuition and inspiration from our Higher Self, which is connected to Universal Mind.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“There can be no compromise with Love.”

Eugene Fersen

The world says ‘don’t discriminate,’ your Inner Courage says, ‘always discriminate’

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Discrimination reflects both the human mind and the human spirit! The human mind usually views discrimination according to the current social mania. Currently the general concept of discrimination is based in fear and hatred. It feeds more of the same energies in society, causing protests, self-righteous stubbornness, anger and hatred.

Yet, the foremost objective of discrimination that comes into evidence is the development of love within us.

Polarized discrimination

There is division in the human mind. It sees right and wrong, yes and no, duality. It divides us from Harmony and our own Soul! And it divides us from each other, thus mental and emotional judgments against groups, etc.

Yet, the human spirit also discriminates ….. with distinction. Our Spirit, our own Real Self, always discriminates with distinction to manifest all our wonderful, soulful qualities ….. of Enthusiasm, Wisdom, Truth and Love.

The greater objective of discrimination is ……

To elevate the human mind to be conscious of our Unity ….. with Spirit ….. with Harmony. To be conscious of – All Life, Intelligence, Law and Love ….. And to Manifest ….. to Be …… in the ever present moment these qualities …… with every thought, every attitude, and every act of ours.

Discrimination with fear and hatred imprisons these qualities. But we will eventually seek relief from the pain of such a mistake. Yet, we need not suffer ….. it’s up to us to beneficially discriminate.

To enhance beneficial discrimination …..

  • Be Courageous and Observe yourself in a detached mental awareness ….. the good, the bad, and the ugly. Courage can empower You ….. to observe without getting involved in the emotions.
  • Choose to release fearful, egotistic thoughts and behaviors, keeping in mind that there are no secrets.

Consider using the practice of eliminating fearful thoughts, temptations and emotions outlined in the link just below whenever you feel negative energy rise within you.

Reaching Soul Vibrations – Lesson 23

  • Courageously accepting responsibility for yourself, for your own path in life, is Willingness that empowers You to transcend reason and embrace Love. It adds to your Strength and can help attract you to ….. Forgiveness, Understanding, and Love ….. opening you to higher levels of consciousness!

“WE SHOULD ALWAYS TRY TO FEEL LOVING TO OUR FELLOW MEN, TO EXPRESS OUR LOVE-NATURE EVERY INSTANT AS MUCH AS WE CAN.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being
  • Be grateful for the opportunities in Life and ….. Give ……the whole of your physical, mental and emotional qualities – All Life, Intelligence, Truth and Love.

In this way you construct Strength, Freedom and Happiness in your Earthly Career. You create conditions for your happiness and for others.

In the hope You always FourSquare discriminate and find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

A Dream

A Dream

 A Dream

Stone on my heart, heavy

with black underneath

No notice of twilight, deep

Cold and deserved frozen complete

 

Hands of time, still

with experience incomplete

Sweetness unravel memories, tear

  Ice and immure darkness begin to retreat

 

Question forms on my lips, why 

within light still burns
Smell a whisper of roses, sweet
Faint movement and beat

 

Do I dream, now?

Do I begin to feel?

Am I awakening? Hope.

 Is that gentle love that I feel?

With Light and Love, Portia SLB


“In the darkest hours of your life, when the stress of circumstance is at its crisis you have a Light to guide you and a Strength to help you support the burden. Universal Life Energy, that wonderful Power vouchsafed to Mankind, is always ready at hand to answer your call, an Ever Present Help in time of trouble, an Ally never loath to come at your summons and lend Its invincible Strength to fight and win all life’s battles.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, page 406.

Dance on water

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DANCE ON WATER

Your reflection is rippled and distorted in the human mind,                                                     yet your Higher Self knows
You dance on water, You float on air!


You are a gentle soul that unfolds petal,                                                                                       by 1,000 petals
so that your tender heart is disclosed.


You are a friend, then foe, then Friend exposed.

You are a jewel in the silence,
a Light like the sun.

You are ‘I am’ and part of ‘I AM ONE.’

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“The Past cannot be changed; we have to take it as it is. But our Future is completely in our hands, and, if we start the right causes, should never occasion us any worry, as it will take care of itself because of the Law of Cause and Effect.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 162.

What’s Love Got to do with It?

Purple and White are Our Colors not our Heart

“Whenever we are inspired by beauty, we have taken a step towards Spiritual Vibrations.”

Eugene Fersen, Pearls of Wisdom, Volume 1, page 82.

When we see beauty in anything we are relating consciously to Love, for beauty is a quality of Love. Love elevates our level of consciousness and reality. We need love to refine ourselves.   

We can find beauty in the simplest things, like a pansy. The name pansy is derived from the French pensee meaning ‘thought.’ While the Middle English name, viola, comes from ‘remembrance.’ Which ever name you use they both  relate to the mind and consciousness.

 

Beauty brings Love to the forefront of our consciousness!

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB


 

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Facing fear Square on- The Power of Emotion to Change Your Life, Part 3

Facing fear Square on! 

The Universe compassionately works to help us come into our soul and wholeness. Fearful emotions that are circling the globe is very stressful for everyone, yet there are simple steps to center yourself squarely in your soul’s power to help you confront every fear that can negatively impact not only the present, but also your future.

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Emotions can be learned
We are conditioned to react emotionally to certain conditions like what we face in the world now. We’re taught to react with fear unconsciously through childhood experiences, in the media and in society. We even condition our self by transferring our emotional reactions from similar experiences of the past to the present.

If negative reactionary emotions are learned and conditioned, then it stands to reason that you can learn to respond to any situation positively.

STEPS to face fearful temptation Square on

 1 – When you are faced with temptation to act on any negative feelings, like striking out from anxiety or anger or fall into despair, the first step is to take a deep breath, exhale and relax. Deep breathing evokes a relaxation response and release, so it will immediately adjust your attitude.  

2 – Make the Mental  Contact with Universal Life Energy to help You harmonize not only your mental energies, but also your emotional and physical. 

3 – Look up within to raise your consciousness to observe ‘the thinker,’ synchronizing body, mind and emotions, bringing yourself into the present moment.

Observe your thinking in a detached state; without judgment or entanglement. But  stay here long because we can easily start circling in the same troubling thoughts and emotions that trapped us in the first place!

4 – Then ask yourself the question: Am I coming from a place of fear or love?  

 If it is fear, then just let it pass you by. Release it and with a thought like, It was only a temporary temptation and illusion of the subconscious ego, and I am grateful to realize that. I am Strong, Wise, Sincere and Loving. 

5 Deny that any temptation of fearful thoughts or emotions have any power over you. Negate fear. Remember and realize that You are a law unto yourself on the mental plane!

The key is to feel sincere. Sincerity opens the door to your Soul heart and Real Love, calming the mind and emotions. 

6 Use your free will to choose to attract more high-frequency energy and focus your thoughts with uplifting energies like gratitude and appreciationFurther open your heart to feel Love.

These are the energies you want to engulf yourself in, spend time in – appreciation, gratitude, goodwill, consideration, respect and love. Appreciate those wonderful people, and situations in your life. Appreciate the air you breathe, the sunshine, the grass and trees. Even appreciate the beneficial things in your immediate environment. You know what is good in your life. Feel appreciation and love in your heart. You will be amazed at the results! 

You are creating an uplifting mental/emotional state which will eventually manifest more benefits in your reality! All those energies attract more of the same energies through the Law of Attraction. 

7 – You’ve worked to change your energies mentally and emotionally, but you’re also a physical being. Manifest a positive emotion physically in the moment. It may be change in your body language, a smile, a kind word or helping others. 

Moving can disperse hormonal chemicals like adrenaline, which is why some people jog or exercise, to help release stress. 

You and Universal Power

I’ve used the above methods many, many times to release negative energy and center myself in authentic power of Love. I can definitely see patterns. Thank the Great Law the patterns are changing for the better.

Through sincerity and making the choice to come from a place of compassion and love emotionally, you can bring peace and happiness into your life and to those around you. You establish new neuron paths in the brain, and each time it will be easier to make the choices that are uplifting, wise, sincere and loving; that are FourSquare

You have authentic Power and are stronger than any negative temptation because you are a powerful Soul.

In the hope that You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB


“Analysis of Fear, its nature and causes, is one of the vital points in Mental Science, because in Fear is comprehended the entire problem of all the negative.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, page 157.

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