2 emotional seductions that caress you daily and how to overcome them

There are two emotional seductions that caresses our subconscious to the point of total infatuation most every day. They hold us back from enjoying ordinary moments and experiencing other possibilities for creating genuine and lasting happiness. Yet, there are ways to free ourselves.

#1.  Everybody’s into it!  

We like to be constantly busy, on our devices, working, moving, doing anything to fill our time, otherwise we can feel guilty, lonely, lazy, crazy, wasting time. Everybody is doing something and the subconscious ego does not want to be left out! Or get bored!

I’ve had to become very conscious of how many times I pick up my phone to check texts, emails, FitBit.

I am aware that tech can be helpful; a tool for information, communication and generally making life easier. I used it to write this entry. But, so many of us have become unconsciously addicted.

We tend to look down when we use tech, which gives us an indication of unconsciously relating to the sub-conscious ego and to the past. We are seduced emotionally, loosing our conscious awareness of the moment.

Your heart knows

To rise above the fear of being left out set tech aside and relate to your heart. Gently rest your hand over your heart and feel the warmth of your inner tenderness. Enter the Silence, listen and become conscious of your spiritual heart and the present moment.

The beautiful thing is that your heart knows without a doubt the deep connection to the Source of everything.

 In that moment you accept life as it is. There is no seductive emotional desire to connect or make yourself busy because you have connected with All Love, all beings, and Source through your Inner love.

Relax and let life unfold according to universal law, aware, observant, grateful for being part of That.

So next time you start to absently minded pick tech up, pause momentarily and live the moment to create a compassionate cause. 

#2.  Taking sides

We’re seduced not so much by the issues of politics, social , economic, religious and world affairs, rather by the emotions that are attached to the issues. Emotions predominately related to the past.

We are so attracted to and relate to like energy we join band wagons and form tribes. We mimic the rhetoric to defend our position. And defending a position eats away our life energy, while adding weeds to the ego.

Critical thinking, logic and reason are thrown out of the mental process because those emotions associated with the past color our discrimination. We see the world through the human perspective of duality. Good and bad. Right and left, blinding ourselves to other possibilities.

A blatant example

A current example is the U.S. population feeling divided. Emotions run so high violence erupts.

We say we deplore discrimination, but we’re lost to our ability to discriminate! And … we see problems …. rather than opportunities for building harmony.

It’s an obvious example of being motivated by fear rather than love, the human perspective of the law of duality. The same thing for religious jehads, many political, economic, social and personal agendas.

Take the opportunity

We get all fired up, wanting to defend our position. Yet, the Eternal creates opportunities for Harmony through us and issues.

Rather than fight against …… consider the law of duality as the Law of Unity – everything blends and has a deep meaning and spiritual purpose.

So when your emotions start to flair up, become conscious of them. And, ask yourself if you are emotionally relating to the past. Has it triggered feelings of protest, anger, resentment from deep rooted fear and possibly hatred?

Be mindful and discriminate. Be conscious of your authentic powers and balance energy, intelligence, accuracy and Love in the moment, seeing in everyone and in everything opportunities to learn something …., that will help you and us all evolve and enjoy life!

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“We must be guided by the only Power that can show us Right, by Love, a deep, wide, unassuming feeling which is the foundation of Harmony throughout the whole Universe.”

Eugene Fersen, Pearls of Wisdom, Volume I, page 229.

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When your conscience hurts – it’s true function

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We all get these occasional pangs of conscience that’s telling us something’s wrong, or telling us that we should feel guilty, angry, victimized or superior. Such temptations can take us to places we don’t want to go emotionally as spiritual aspirants.

Our progression is best served by recognizing the conscience as the universe’s compassionate way of pointing to opportunities for harmonization within us. We all have opportunities to contribute to lifting the human consciousness and condition.

When our conscience hurts and feels guilty look at it as an opportunity to be courageous. We can retreat from thought and choose to observe or witness the content of thought impersonally. Engage your Spiritual Heart by being willing to open to Unconditional Love.

Make the Mental Contact with Universal Life Energy and visualize temptations of the conscience as weeds that you pull out by the roots from the subconscious and burn it with the pure Light of Universal Life Energy, releasing it. You are removing the illusions of the thoughts which set limitations on us.

We can raise our level of consciousness step by step within ourselves. Gradually we lift ourselves from blame to anxiety, up to scorn and into acceptance.  Or when tempted to feel victimized it is a wonderful opportunity of empowerment to release and transcend into Unconditional Love.

These processes are engaging both the mind and heart, Mind/Heart coherence. Our Heart is our Seat of Love, yet it is also wise and can raise our level of consciousness, helping us reason and make FourSquare decisions to improve not only our physical life, but also our inner spiritual awareness.

 Every compassionate thought, attitude and act not only lifts ourselves, but indeed, it outweighs many negative thoughts held by humanity. It is a motivation of Love that is of spiritual value.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“There is an infinite Supply of Power around you. All you need to do is to learn how to draw upon it and how to use it in every department of your daily life.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 5.

Your Potential in the energies of 2022

Love, relationships and Responsibilities

2022 = 2 + 0 + 2 + 2 = 6

According to sacred numerology this year adds up to #6 and matters of the heart, love and relationships become forefront.

It’s an opportunity for You to be in Love this year and transform yourself! An opportunity to connect with your Spiritual Heart and Unconditional Love that resides there, the sacred chamber of Source within!

On the world stage, #6 energies will encourage social coherence with attitudes of cooperation and compassion, focusing on goodwill and freeing ourselves from past attitudes of fear.

But there are also indications of power struggles and conflict among nations and dictatorial self-righteousness which may cause tempers to flair and acting on impulses instead of thinking things through first. In turn, this could cause mass confusion and distrust of governments and those in power.

This #6 year gives us an opportunity to be conscious of problems, yet focus on Love.

We have the freedom of choice to be enthusiastic, aware, sincere and compassionate. Those FourSquare energies attract opportunities to contribute to humanity’s awakening that is now taking place.

We can also contribute to humanity’s awakening by radiating and Giving Healing Energies to the World.

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On more a personal level, the energy of #6 is domestic and centers around home. This year we will be blessed with the opportunity to establish calm and harmony within ourselves, home and family.

You will greatly benefit nurturing your existing relationships, letting family and friends know that they are appreciated and Loved. And apply optimistic attitudes to improve relationships at work.

Your emotions are what empower You to create your internal and external reality. Therefore, establish Harmony within yourself! And accept others for who they are and release self-absorbed urgings for control. Love them unconditionally as does Source. However, we should not tolerate any abuse, discriminating as to the best FourSquare course.

Choose to Be enthusiastic, considerate, sincere and Loving. It instills harmony. Now is the time to decide. It’s your spiritual privilege to choose your path in life. When you choose to feel emotionally harmonious within yourself and manifest it in your Individuality and life with the FourSquare, it leads you to success and Joy in Life.

Even if you experience push-back, let your confidence rise and old inhibitions fall away. And that Joy will spread out from you to those closest to you, then out into the world.

This should be a very rare year indeed with three #2’s!

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Three 2’s may create lively periods that swing from one direction to the other …. from carefree to rebellious, from reason to delusion, from focus to confusion. There may be volatile periods with misuse of power and acting too quickly without reason or consideration. And major disagreements on how to get things done.

Number 2 on the surface portrays polarity through opposites. Be careful of those biding for power. Just notice urges to jump one way or the other without following them.

Urges do not represent the Real You …. rather they stem from the primitive brain and human, subconscious ego conditioning. They are more like a shadow with no real substance.

Your frontal brain cortex and Self consciousness can override conditioning that urges us to join bandwagons that only add fuel to the fire of competition. You have spiritual freedom of choice!

Number 2’s sacred energy is that of Attraction and Love! There is potential for you to contribute to a more compassionate world with the energies of #2.

You can choose to blend intellect with love ….. Establish Mind/Heart Coherence.

You can choose to do acts of kindness rather than getting involved in squabbles.

You can choose to blend your human life with your inner spiritual life, making them the same thing. You and all of humanity will benefit.

Setting Goals for 2022

Courageously dare to pursue your goals, creating opportunities, rather than identifying with problems this year.

Unburden yourself of needless emotional baggage from past emotional hurts. This will help you Self-actualize and liberate Love from within, cultivating positive, upbeat vibes and sense of joy and humor.

The Light Seeker within can unite with the Light Worker that You are, and reap the rewards.

Aim to be Be FourSquare and let Love lead you; expressing All Energy, Intelligence, Truth and Love.

For a deeper look at sacred numerology for 2022:

Synchronize with the Spiritual Waves of 2022

“Light is Truth. With faces set to The Light, we can understand the real meaning of life.

Let us send to sufferers thoughts of Love. Love is not human. It is a Spark of the Eternal of which we are the Bearer.”

Eugene Fersen, Advanced Teachings in Science of Being, Volume II, page 214.

In the hope that You find Love close at hand this year and always, PortiaSLB

5 signs you are integrating your inner genders

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We will usually pursue development of our mind before we pursue development of our heart and love. We need both our inner male gender of mind and inner female gender of Love in balance and in a state of cooperation. Ying and Yang active and blending. Otherwise the human mind can create an ego that runs on self-service, separatism and manipulation. And a reality to match.

Mind in its higher state of consciousness is also Love. And Love is also Wise. So, ideally we are transitioning from our mental interpretation of gender duality, mind and heart believed to be separate, to integrating both within as one. And thus, with patience our reality gradually becomes one of happiness and harmony. 

Here are some signs that you are integrating your inner genders of Mind and Love, harmonizing your reality through the Law of Gender:

1. You are mindful and live in the moment. 

You are Self-conscious, present in your body and in your heart. You are aware and choose to love the moment, seeing it as an opportunity in life to learn more about yourself and the reality you create through your consciousness with Love and the powers of the Great Principle. Enthusiastic.

2. You begin to see yourself in others.  

You see both the Divinity in them and in yourself! When I am conscious of this experience, I am also conscious of the compassion I feel for others and myself. We are all One and connected.

You, like me, may come to realize that we all are looking for unconditional Love in others. And, I am so grateful to be in the presence of such beautiful Souls, in the great sea of the Universe and on Mother Earth.

On the emotional level your Heart Center is your Seat of Love. And, Love is inclusive, unifying. 

Higher emotional energies from your Heart are personal love, impersonal Love, sincerity, and gratitude. You have an attitude of goodwill and compassion for others and for yourself. When I live a conscious heart I listen to others from my Heart with consideration and respect.

Our emotions have a major impact on our consciousness, our  thoughts and behaviors, which in turn have a major impact in our reality. Every emotion is manifested reality.

Emotionally we are part of one Heart, connected with Universal Love. Mentally we are part of one Self-consciousness, one Superconsciousness and one subconsciousness. Unity is the Law of the Universe.

Separative thinking causes us to forget not only who we truly are, but also our authentic power as Souls. We can feel left out, lonely and afraid because we have forgotten the support of the Eternal and our connection with all humanity. Separatists are self-righteous and can become fanatical.

When you mentally become conscious of the tenderness of your Heart, you become inclusive and sensitive to the condition of others you are close to, to the condition of humanity, to the condition of Mother Earth. In that awareness you develop compassion for yourself and others. 

3. You listen to the Wisdom of your Heart. 

Wisdom is the living energy of Cosmic Mind. This gives you the authentic power of discrimination through your Heart, uniting Mind and Love. You are honest, sincere and your word is law.

On the intuition level the higher energies of your Heart may manifest as inspiration, intuition and even instinct. You are constantly being guided by the Wisdom of your Heart and Love through your Superconsciousness.

As I become more grateful for what I understand in the Wisdom and from my Higher Self, I am quieter and listen more to my intuition. And, the more I am grateful for the guidance, the more I receive.

There are times that I make a mistake, but when I review as to how it came about I usuallly remember that I had received guidance from my Higher Self but didn’t follow it!

Since the heart is also an emotional center we can feel what is harmonious, wise, true and loving. When you integrate both Heart and Mind, both your feminine and masculine genders, you become conscious of what you’re feeling and make empowered decisions. You discriminate, choosing to be motivated by Love instead of fear. And, this is also has a radiance of protection for you! Love is your protection.

As a bonus …… when you make a conscious decision lead by Love ….. then that energy also enters your subconscious, your feminine mental gender. In the subconscious it takes root to grow, to once again resurface at the appropriate time to your consciousness, your masculine mental gender, as a beautiful effect in your consciousness and life.

For more about your mental genders consider: The Law of Gender you’ve probably never been conscious of Part 1.

4. You appreciate Beauty.

When you become more conscious of Love you begin to truly recognize and appreciate Beauty. You see beauty all around you: in others, in their character, expressions and sincerity. You appreciate the beauty in the art, music, dance and rhythms, in colors, in sounds and throughout nature. A bird’s song, a flower’s shape, color and fragrance has qualities that are beautiful.

Tastes and touches can be very beautiful. You experience beauty in the day sky and starry night sky. In simplicity, a curve, line and geometry, In numbers, words and feelings. In Silence.

5. You generously Love.

You are considerate, express goodwill, are respectful, and hope the best for others. Grateful. 

For more on releasing the ego and embracing higher levels of consciousness:

Ways to go beyond ordinary thinking.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“The male and the female qualities are both powers, and very beautiful powers. These fine characteristic of a complete being are within us. Let us bring them out. Perseverance, cooperation and collaboration are required.”

Eugene Fersen, Advanced Lessons in Science of Being, Volume I, page 58.

If you must sacrifice for the better good …. then this

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Consider …… if we feel we are sacrificing something good for the better good or for wealth and moneythen fear is leading us rather than love. Sacrificing anything good …. especially love …. is counter productive and will not benefit anyone in the universal circle of Life.

Sacrificing love, sacrificing our better ourselves, makes the ego stronger and all the egotistic traits like greed, self-righteousness, blame, hate and scorn…… rather than all of our positive, loving qualities like gratitude, optimism, understanding and courage.

To feel that we must sacrifice our energy and time to attract money or power will not bring us wealth or true power in the long run. It instead takes away from our pursuit of Happiness and spiritual Power.

Sacrificing love makes us weak because fear dominates us, rather than love. True Love is very Strong, while being very active, balancing in Wisdom, seeing the depths of Truth and Intent.

Obedience to ecclesiastic beliefs in sacrificing something good for the better good restricts and holds us frozen in that belief, in that positionality. It holds us back from our Freedom. And if it is one thing that humans love and desire it is Freedom. Even children cry for Freedom.

If we must sacrifice something then …. sacrifice fear, laziness, ignorance, procrastination, pretense and disrespect. Recognize them for what they are …… illusions that are not the Real You. Allow them to pass through you. Contact Universal Life Energy, The Great Principle, aligning with Love. Love as the Great Principle Loves ….. Love yourself and others unconditionally.

Be brave. Have a sincere intent to release blind beliefs, assumptions, blame, despair, regret, hate and scorn when then arise. Recognize them without claiming them, dwelling in them and they will fade. This is releasing them, freeing yourself of them.

And …. releasing egotistic traits helps us open more to the continuous flow of Abundance of Strength, Wisdom, Sincerity and Love within us.

It is our Hearts that are our natural Center of Attraction …. Divine, Unconditional Love sets there …. Our Hearts are drawn to the magnet of Freedom, Strength, Happiness and All Wealth. That is why ….. attitudes of Optimism, Trust and Understanding empowers us to be in the full flow of ever All Abundance.

In the hope You generously express Love in your reality, PortiaSLB

“Whenever you feel Jealousy, Envy or Hatred flare sullenly in your heart, or Selfishness invade with smothering vapors your better impulses, relax and make the contact with Universal Life Energy. Do not yield to the sudden impulse of Fear that prompts you to try to choke them back within you; the enemy must be openly met to be vanquished. … You will discover, to your amazement, that you are no longer helpless in the grip of the storm that rages within, that you feel soothed, quieted, unafraid, until presently you are aware that the Evil Passion has vanished as traceless as a shadow, leaving a calm of perfect confidence in its place.”

Eugene Fersen, Lesson 25 of Science of Being Lessons, pages 630-631.  


We attract….

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Just relax and trust the Great Law that things always work out for you. That attitude of Trust relaxes the mind and will allow answers.

The Law is above all Loving ….. so even when we initially may be in a wanting, desiring mode, when we relax and Trust that things will work out, then we allow ourselves to consciously hear intuition ….. we attract …. intuition and inspiration from our Higher Self, which is connected to Universal Mind.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“There can be no compromise with Love.”

Eugene Fersen

The world says ‘don’t discriminate,’ your Inner Courage says, ‘always discriminate’

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Discrimination reflects both the human mind and the human spirit! The human mind usually views discrimination according to the current social mania. Currently the general concept of discrimination is based in fear and hatred. It feeds more of the same energies in society, causing protests, self-righteous stubbornness, anger and hatred.

Yet, the foremost objective of discrimination that comes into evidence is the development of love within us.

Polarized discrimination

There is division in the human mind. It sees right and wrong, yes and no, duality. It divides us from Harmony and our own Soul! And it divides us from each other, thus mental and emotional judgments against groups, etc.

Yet, the human spirit also discriminates ….. with distinction. Our Spirit, our own Real Self, always discriminates with distinction to manifest all our wonderful, soulful qualities ….. of Enthusiasm, Wisdom, Truth and Love.

The greater objective of discrimination is ……

To elevate the human mind to be conscious of our Unity ….. with Spirit ….. with Harmony. To be conscious of – All Life, Intelligence, Law and Love ….. And to Manifest ….. to Be …… in the ever present moment these qualities …… with every thought, every attitude, and every act of ours.

Discrimination with fear and hatred imprisons these qualities. But we will eventually seek relief from the pain of such a mistake. Yet, we need not suffer ….. it’s up to us to beneficially discriminate.

To enhance beneficial discrimination …..

  • Be Courageous and Observe yourself in a detached mental awareness ….. the good, the bad, and the ugly. Courage can empower You ….. to observe without getting involved in the emotions.
  • Choose to release fearful, egotistic thoughts and behaviors, keeping in mind that there are no secrets.

Consider using the practice of eliminating fearful thoughts, temptations and emotions outlined in the link just below whenever you feel negative energy rise within you.

Reaching Soul Vibrations – Lesson 23

  • Courageously accepting responsibility for yourself, for your own path in life, is Willingness that empowers You to transcend reason and embrace Love. It adds to your Strength and can help attract you to ….. Forgiveness, Understanding, and Love ….. opening you to higher levels of consciousness!

“WE SHOULD ALWAYS TRY TO FEEL LOVING TO OUR FELLOW MEN, TO EXPRESS OUR LOVE-NATURE EVERY INSTANT AS MUCH AS WE CAN.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being
  • Be grateful for the opportunities in Life and ….. Give ……the whole of your physical, mental and emotional qualities – All Life, Intelligence, Truth and Love.

In this way you construct Strength, Freedom and Happiness in your Earthly Career. You create conditions for your happiness and for others.

In the hope You always FourSquare discriminate and find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

A Dream

A Dream

 A Dream

Stone on my heart, heavy

with black underneath

No notice of twilight, deep

Cold and deserved frozen complete

 

Hands of time, still

with experience incomplete

Sweetness unravel memories, tear

  Ice and immure darkness begin to retreat

 

Question forms on my lips, why 

within light still burns
Smell a whisper of roses, sweet
Faint movement and beat

 

Do I dream, now?

Do I begin to feel?

Am I awakening? Hope.

 Is that gentle love that I feel?

With Light and Love, Portia SLB


“In the darkest hours of your life, when the stress of circumstance is at its crisis you have a Light to guide you and a Strength to help you support the burden. Universal Life Energy, that wonderful Power vouchsafed to Mankind, is always ready at hand to answer your call, an Ever Present Help in time of trouble, an Ally never loath to come at your summons and lend Its invincible Strength to fight and win all life’s battles.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, page 406.

Dance on water

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DANCE ON WATER

Your reflection is rippled and distorted in the human mind,                                                     yet your Higher Self knows
You dance on water, You float on air!


You are a gentle soul that unfolds petal,                                                                                       by 1,000 petals
so that your tender heart is disclosed.


You are a friend, then foe, then Friend exposed.

You are a jewel in the silence,
a Light like the sun.

You are ‘I am’ and part of ‘I AM ONE.’

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“The Past cannot be changed; we have to take it as it is. But our Future is completely in our hands, and, if we start the right causes, should never occasion us any worry, as it will take care of itself because of the Law of Cause and Effect.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 162.

What’s Love Got to do with It?

Purple and White are Our Colors not our Heart

“Whenever we are inspired by beauty, we have taken a step towards Spiritual Vibrations.”

Eugene Fersen, Pearls of Wisdom, Volume 1, page 82.

When we see beauty in anything we are relating consciously to Love, for beauty is a quality of Love. Love elevates our level of consciousness and reality. We need love to refine ourselves.   

We can find beauty in the simplest things, like a pansy. The name pansy is derived from the French pensee meaning ‘thought.’ While the Middle English name, viola, comes from ‘remembrance.’ Which ever name you use they both  relate to the mind and consciousness.

 

Beauty brings Love to the forefront of our consciousness!

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB


 

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