Silent Cry

 

silent cry 2

          Silent Cry

Silent cry, the most painful
Feeling separated from love, apart
Silent cry, the most painful,
Consuming misery in the heart
Silent cry, the most painful,
Emotional desolation does impart
Silent cry, the most painful
Alone inside
No tears, no sounds, no counterpart.


The worst emotional pain is when we feel separated from True Love.

It can feel like our heart is being torn out. That’s because we believe the irresponsibility of the subconscious ego, without consciously knowing we are part of Universal Love; that we are Loved and that we Love. That we are not alone in this world; that we are always connected with each other, Divine Love and the Great Principle.

That suffering can awaken us to Love rather than getting us stuck in depression. It can awaken us to gentleness, kindness and goodwill in others and ourselves. We can emotionally reconnect with the tenderness that is our loving heart.  

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB

 

The Invisible Realm

 

cat tail on lake refined

The Invisible Realm

Warm summer day, beauty abounds, elementals dance among the leaves,

More in nature than air, water, cattails and trees, much more to perceive,

Human reality beyond five senses awakens to invisible realm, does conceive,

Nature’s sweet music not for ears, heralds Spirits of Light that interweave

With loving hearts, understanding minds, open arms willing and ready to receive.


There is more in this earthly dimension than the physical eye can perceive. We can feel the wind and the warm rays of the sun, and it is also true of other energies that dance among us, especially in nature. We can feel them when we become quiet inside, with no thoughts interrupting our silence.

There are many, many dimensions and we can get a glimpse of them primarily though our emotional awareness. And, when you are consciously calm and loving then those energies of high frequency will be experienced – Divine Love being the most enlightening!

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB

Silent Cry

 

silent cry 2

          Silent Cry

Silent cry, the most painful
Feeling separated from love, apart
Silent cry, the most painful,
Consuming misery in the heart
Silent cry, the most painful,
Emotional desolation does impart
Silent cry, the most painful
Alone inside
No tears, no sounds, no counterpart.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB

 

The Invisible Realm

 

cat tail on lake refined

The Invisible Realm

Warm summer day, beauty abounds, elementals dance among the leaves,

More in nature than air, water, cattails and trees, much more to perceive,

Human reality beyond five senses awakens to invisible realm, does conceive,

Nature’s sweet music not for ears, heralds Spirits of Light that interweave

With loving hearts, understanding minds, open arms willing and ready to receive.

 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB

A Hope of Beauty

 

St Petersburg, Russia mosaic

A Hope of Beauty

From the mind of man comes the hope of beauty
From the heart of man comes appreciation & manifestation of beauty 
The Soul of man is Beauty.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB


As hu-mans we create problems and ugliness even in our own eyes.  And in our heart we regret them and hope that harmony returns.

Yet, we have to create that harmony and beauty ourselves, within ourselves and around ourselves. When one person does it helps others by inspiring them to create through their behaviors beauty and harmony in their lives.

Humans are beautiful when we manifest our soul. And as souls we are Man – eternal, universal Beings. We are an interweaving of human, soul and the Source and with the beauty we create, we refine ourselves and evolve.


“Creation is the use of the most sacred Powers the Eternal has given us to achieve something.”

Eugene Fersen, Aphorisms of The Lightbearer, page 201.

A Hope of Beauty

 

St Petersburg, Russia mosaic

A Hope of Beauty

From the mind of man comes the hope of beauty
From the heart of man comes appreciation & manifestation of beauty 
The Soul of man is Beauty.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB


“Creation is the use of the most sacred Powers the Eternal has given us to achieve something.”

Eugene Fersen, Aphorisms of The Lightbearer, page 201.

Life’s Quest

clouds and horizon refined

Life’s Quest

Vast sky, white clouds, blue seas, horizon there to meet,

Adventures, discoveries, possibilities, though not concrete,

Fear of falling, self-righteous beliefs and doubt do retreat,

Brave heart, inspiration, life’s quest for the soul does entreat.

With Light and Love , Portia SLB

What Kind of Love?

 

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sitting in the café, listening to the music
drinking sweet chai tea and waiting for You
I think of the lyrics and what they mean
“I will always love You.”

the voice rises so high and so beautiful
feeling so sad and blue

I will always love you
I You
I Will always Love
I Will always
I Will
I

what kind of Love is this?

 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB

 

Life of a Tear

 

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                       Life of a Tear

Tear swells, disguised as hurt, stain of salt, burning

Burden of fear, too heavy to hold, resentment terrible path of learning

Source deep inside, drowns the heart, surfaces to windows of discerning

Release of fear in the form of a tear dries the source, Love returning.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB

 

Dew on Grass

 

dew grass refined

Self-lies overtaking,

Sabotage in the making.

Externalizes pain with excuses

Looking for distractions

To avoid fear,

To avoid abuse sensation.

Harsh control of childhood-will,

Result – procrastination.

Cognitive behavior, little self-regulation 

Squandering Life participation.

Let your tears Love,

Inspire emotional transformation.

 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB