Self-lies overtaking,
Sabotage in the making.
Externalizes pain with excuses
Looking for distractions
To avoid fear,
To avoid abuse sensation.
Harsh control of childhood-will,
Result – procrastination.
Cognitive behavior, little self-regulation
Squandering Life participation.
Let your tears Love,
Inspire emotional transformation.
It’s a dark, dark hole;
The center of our life
At one time
Long dead and decayed,
Remnant of what was,
Yet, decay can be a hotbed for growth.
Harmful weeds,
Poison vines that climb
And come back out
Into consciousness.
No power of discrimination,
And we fall back into conditioned illusion.
In the hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB
Though you’ve known troubles so dark that fear could kill
You are beautiful, kind smile, wise eyes that see the depth of here,
Refined colors within, inspired song of world with goodwill
Tender heart draws compassion, freedom from darkness, to come near.
As spiritual beings we are each beautiful and unique and it is our opportunity as earthlings to bring that forth and improve our condition now.
The orchid signifies different qualities in different cultures, but it can be said that beauty, refinement and affection are predominate. Qualities we all aspire to, and more importantly qualities that are already ours!
Orchids hanging from an eave along the river is an unexpected combination unless you are in a tropical country like Thailand!
In the Hope You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB
Things Change
White clouds, daydreams dance across the sky,
White flowers, bees wings, buzz does day glorify.
Ego, cries and does surmise change is not our thing,
Soul, brave and life’s map does aviate like a butterfly.
We are in a state of constant change physically, mentally and emotionally!
We may think we don’t like change, but everything about our inner nature says we do!
A positive thought about change – that it is a natural process of life, will help us face uncertainty or unexpected changes. A positive attitude negates a bit of negative energy that we may carry in the subconscious, putting us in a more embracing attitude.
In the hope that You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB
“Science should discover the things which Nature has in store, which are almost limitless. The more we remain in tune with Nature, the more Nature reveals Itself.”
Eugene Fersen, Pearls of Wisdom, Volume 1, page 379.
The kid inside
welcomes the bright
golden gift of love
and pure joy.
Kids and buttercups go together in my mind, maybe because most kids are happy and playing when they are outside in nature. I remember as a kid how it just made me happy inside to see even one buttercup! As it does Now. And, I hope does for You.
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Buttercups can be found in fields, near forests, and even in flower gardens around the world. And, when you look at a bunch of them near ground level it looks like a band of yellow gold! Though you look down to see them as you are walking, they can inspire you to look up within and feel happiness inside.
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Buttercups can be an analogy for real happiness in life, joy and laughter!
Perhaps the tenderness inside You can relate to the idea of buttercup!
Light and Love, Portia SLB
Life is too busy,
too dull,
too stressful,
too painful
yet
i take a Super-conscious view
Ascend egotistic status quo
release all thought
obtuse space time
breath
effervescent illumination
allow Inward Soul
to be in control
waves of peace
core and aureole
the best moment . . . .
mind
still a human contender
return to this earthly life
all the strife
remember and retain
a ray of splendor
more than that –
Now every moment
the best moment
as
I
release
and
surrender.
May you find Love close at hand, Portia SLB
Life isn’t about what you look like,
how much money you make,
where you’ve been,
how successful you are in the human world,
though we like to think it is.
We don’t want to face our self,
ask the hard questions,
dig deep to know what we feel.
Are we afraid we might find out?
We have a great capacity to Love,
but …
Why don’t we know that we do?
and that’s the question we must some day face …
but …
In the Hope that You find Love close at hand, Portia SLB
You can see we need anger management in how we entertain and tell a vision.
We dress in white collar and suits, but daily show that we are sons of anarchy;
the voice of mad men, dancing with the stars.
We live in a house of cards, under the dome of a community full of breaking bad and shameless, criminal minds.
It’s a grimm, arrested development and scandal in our worldly homeland because we feel justified to seek revenge with necessary roughness.
We are the walking dead, masters of sex and pretty little liars that believe we only have one life to live since that is part of being human.
Once upon a time we felt like life was elementary and we should have supernatural, happy endings, all the days of our lives even when we made bad decisions.
It’s tomorrow people!
Big brother, new girl, the young and restless, you are all a person of interest since you are a survivor and true blood, masterpiece.
There’s a modern family forming on earth in which we understand we are all part of something greater than our self, especially now!
The CSI (crime scene investigation) is fading to black and the last ship is sailing because we are on the fringe of Law and Order.
May you find Love close at hand, Portia SLB
[Note: The italic words are the names of recent popular programs seen on American TV.]
What do you think? Thank you.
We are born and play through our youth
And come to taste the pain of growing up.
In our middle years we more than make up for the time we wasted,
So we think, by striking at everything in sight.
We taste the wine, hear the song, smell the burn of fear.
We walk the walk how we are taught,
And forget how to be a natural friend.
Finally we tire of the game and begin to feel that there’s something wrong
And turn within to face the charges made about us.
Graphic FreeDigitalPhotos.net, prostocksWe die we think, yet come to comprehend
We choose to live and die forgetting again.
Each time I come face to face with You
And look in your eyes that are more than a window to the mind;
They are a window to the soul – yours and mine.
I come to know You.
You are strong, you are wise, you are true in heart.
You are beautiful, so am I and everyone else,
If we are aware of it or not.
I come to know this intrepid spirit of You,
You are so good at heart.
This is True. Love and Light, PortiaSLB
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