Category: shaping your reality

Today’s consideration: You embarrassed?

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality
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Shadow energies make themselves known through our feelings. 

We don’t always know why we feel the way we feel. Yet, becoming conscious and observing our feelings in a detached matter can shed some light. And, bringing detached consciousness to embarrassed feelings may defuse negative energy.

In meditation or detached discrimination consider:  Is any embarrassment stemming from conditioning? Are subconscious ego beliefs dominating? Does the subconscious ego fear not being lovable? 

And next time you are tempted to get embarrassed consider stopping and connecting with your Heart. Place your hands over your physical heart. Your heart is your Seat of Love.  Feel the Love that You are. Let Love lead you in your awareness and feelings. 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“The World belongs to the conqueror, and the greatest conqueror is the one who conquers himself. We should see and sense all the wrong around us, but not be conquered by it.”

Eugene Fersen, Advanced Teachings In Science of Being, Volume II, page 174.

Today’s consideration of relationships

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Keys to Happiness, shaping your reality

Kindly consider these quotes in your daily meditation or in your daily discrimination. 

“The relationship between two people, like a marriage, partnership, or friendship, is meant for the happiness and evolution of not only the two beings, but also the entire 🌎 world.

Cherish in gentleness your life partner or anyone in your life and it helps your and their Heart bloom…and us All!”

If you care to share your insights kindly leave a comment!  It’s appreciated.

“Spiritual Power is obtained only by those who honestly and unselfishly live a life of Activity, Intelligence, Truth, and Love.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 295. 

With Love and Light to You, PortiaSLB

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Pouty lips and spiritual possibilities

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality
Stepping into the moment of Truth
Photo: Stepping in the Moment, PSLB 

When I was a little girl about 5 years old my mom took a snap shot of me sitting on the front steps of our house with my elbows on my knees and fists under my chin. I had a horrific pout on my face, with my lower lip sticking out so far that it practically covered my chin! My mom tried to get me out of that mood, but couldn’t. So instead she took a picture of me that way. At the time I was too stubborn being a victim to know the real reason she did it.

You always reveal the Truth 

We don’t always want to see things about ourselves that others do. Nor do we always WANT to free ourselves. The ego wants to cling to desires and the past, yet that attitude freezes us, making us blind to  present Harmony. We loose site of harmonious opportunities.

Becoming conscious of the Truth about ourselves, the good, the bad, the ugly, is a vital step on our spiritual journey and cooperation with Harmony. We become conscious of disharmony in order to release it. And we recognize Harmony within ourselves and the Universe in order to consciously unify ourselves with IT.  

When our thinking and attitude aligns with Harmony then it follows that our behaviors and conditions will also, through the Law of Unity. 

Conscious detachment includes:

1. Even when you are in a room full of people, pause within. Observe in a detached state your body language, facial expression, attitude, letting any self-judgments or concepts pass you by.

2. Observe your thinking and expectations in a detached state. Observe how you may have considered playing a role or expect others to be a certain way, letting them drift by. Let temptations of feeling left out, lonely, special or self-righteous drift by. 

3. Take a deep breath, breathing in the freshness and uncertainty of the moment. Feel that Life Energy enter your mind and thinking. Then exhale any preconceived ideas, releasing any desire for things to be different. Change is inevitable. 

4. Have a friendly attitude, accepting the moment as it is. 

 Having a friendly attitude with the moment is Trusting Life and aligning with the Universe. You are consciously bringing love forward  in your thinking, letting Love and Harmony lead you in your infinite choices. 

5. Step into the Present Moment. And as you accept the moment, the gift of Life and Love in the moment, also circulate the gift of Life and Love back into the moment. 

What you give is what you receive. Hope the best for others.

Find that spot within your heart that feels grateful for Life and let it spread into the moment, blending with the Truth of what already is. Circulate and give to others and the Universe caring, appreciation, love and compassion.

I smile and feel the love in my heart, knowing my mother took a picture of that little kid pouting on the front porch steps so many, many years ago so I could see what she saw. So that I might grow out of that toxic attitude! Her Love is a manifestation of Universal Love and Harmony. And so is Love from your Spiritual Heart. It helps us all. 

To Love is natural. Pouty attitudes, resentment, self-righteousness is the past.  You can freely embrace the moment, and make choices that create a better reality for yourself … and the world. 

In the hope You find stepping into the moment an adventure, PortiaSLB

“The Soul, by the successive putting on and leaving off of its different bodies, creates more and more perfect vehicles for its expression, until it finally reaches a stage where its body becomes as perfect and indestructible as is the Soul itself.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 96. 

 

 

Decoding numerical messages of 2019

by Circlelightbearer, posted in New Year and Numerology, shaping your reality

Happy New Year 2019 and always!

Hope You and your Family have a happy and constructive year

2019 = 2 + 0 + 1 + 9 = 12/3

The energy of #12 indicates a pause or reversal.

If we are willing to pause, reflect and look deep to the heart of things then we will see that things are not what they appear to be on the surface. The #12 indicates that egotistic attitudes turn things upside down, yet things can work out if we flow in the force of quiet reflection and discernment this year.

Many of us have walled ourselves in with so much negative feelings in a #2 energy (2018) that it blocks positive feelings of love and affection, but the energy of #3 this year indicates it’s time to  release the past and move into constructive attitudes.

Our dreams may become reality in this #3 feminine, abundant energy, if we are willing to have positive, enthusiastic attitudes!

It can be a hard-won lesson, and things can get messy, but once we do let go of past attitudes that do not serve us then we can pursue joyful activities this year. Constructive realizations can shatter crystallized ideas and bring about fresh ideas and regeneration.

#3 epitomizes creative expression and wisdom

Three is a feminine, creative energy with interaction between yin and yang. It is in response to years #1 and #2 energies combining and multiplying into manifestation.

If we have an optimistic outlook, 2019 can be very productive in diversified areas, of money, law, religion and communications.

It could mean financial growth. But remember, you can energize reversal by fighting, overindulging, extravagance, gossip, or deceit which could lead to losses. Procrastination and destructive actions can mean disaster. Take care to be more conservative and systematic.

 #12 is saying that expression should come from your heart – your Seat of Love

♥

This can be a year of emotional healing and forming new friendships if you have an enthusiastic attitude, leaving the dead past behind.

Esoterically #3 symbolizes The Trinity and Man made manifest into Matter, One with the Absolute.  For more esoteric decoding of 2019 including why Law will be a prime factor this year kindly use the link:

Esoteric numerology decoding for 2019

Happy New Year once again and Thank You! You’ve encouraged me and brought the realization that we all travel on this spiritual journey together. Each one of us contribute unique and beautiful qualities that move us in constructive awareness and attitudes.

Kindly remember to sign up to receive postings automatically throughout the year via email. Connections can continue encouraging us.

It is my sincerest hope that you find Love close at hand this year and always, PortiaSLB

 

What You’re telling me

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Butterfly Wisdom: Poetry, shaping your reality
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You can read a person like a book when you pay attention. And even if you aren’t paying attention you read them on some level. Every now and again you can find momentous Love in their hearts. That Love which is perfectly aligned with their Spiritual Being.

And you can learn from them what you need to learn. That Love that comes into view can move your own heart and you can see a reflection of yourself in their eyes. It can stir you to go on an inner journey, awakening your deep desire to know your own Self.

Love is the catalyst. Love starts your journey pulling and energetically awakening spiritual awareness. With both Love and awareness you move from here to there, making progress on your path when the time is right.

The twists and turns, the challenges, the people in your life are your responsibilities, your opportunities for a glimpse of the sacred within. They are accelerants for knowing your Real Self.

 

When I look at you, you tell many things:

Happy things, disgusting things

Funny things, sad things

Baby things, grownup things,

New things, private things,

And the Best thing!

With Light and Love, PortiaSLB

♥

“The more we reflect Love, the more we are in tune with It.”

Eugene Fersen, Advanced Teachings In Science of Being, Volume I, page 13.

Transforming yourself for Justice

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Liberating Your Soul, Mindfulness, shaping your reality, Truisms

you are designed for success

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This is the 200th posting! Thank You for going on this Spiritual Journey with me. I hope you have come to know yourself a bit better. I know I have. Kindly continue making comments and sharing – it helps more than you may know.

With the help of the Great Principle we will become more conscious of our True selves everyday as we continue our Soul journey.

In the past I fought against injustice and allowed myself to be fully indignant and angry. I’ve gotten my heart stomped on and my ass handed back to me. It just plain hurt. Though I am unapologetic about the animosity and protest, I have come to some discernment concerning injustice and how to fight.

Transforming your fight is transforming yourself

My first instinct when facing injustice is to fight. Fight or flight. When we choose to fight, we should learn to fight without hatred.

I have learned that the most courageous thing to do in the face of injustice is to fight for Harmony within yourself first …. in this human reality.

Be courageous. The Great Principle is here to support You. And all the harmonious powers in the Universe.

When you establish harmony and peace within yourself it becomes a chain reaction. Naturally more harmonious people are drawn to you and the Universe helps create more harmonious conditions.

Fight for Harmony

It’s a fight for rather than a fight against. Fear, self-righteousness and hate motivates fighting against. Hate and fear accumulates and this doesn’t lead to justice. Lots of drama though!

You can see the evidence of hatred in the faces of those beings that angrily fight and protest. They aim to destroy, when they say they want better.

Most of humanity is miserable

Humans must grow and evolve into Being, without fear of facing ourselves. The fight and protests against injustice will eventually die or transmute into something different. Into a form of cooperation to build justice, authenticity and freedom in every situation we face.

It’s logical that we have to begin by sincerely looking within ourselves without all the drama.

What does the fight for justice look like?

Building justice requires harmony in the present moment. Currently the human fight for Justice looks like the little girl that says, “Daddy we should pray for the lady.”

It looks like the wisdom of Friends of Humanity. Friends like Tolle, Pema Chodron, Mother Teresa, Wayne Dryer, Dali Lama. And all those that are lead by unconditional Love …like You.

It looks like the teachings of Science of Being.

It looks like this moment.

Harmony is Now

You are a tool of the Universe for co-creating harmony in our human reality. The subconscious ego believes it is difficult to achieve harmony  when it is easy – you already are harmonious within.

Yet, you must look within and find it. Then bring it to the surface of your life. Put harmony out in your actions, letting it touch others.

How can you manifest harmony now?

  • By being in the flow of the moment without resistance. This moment is Harmony, the Absolute and You are one with It.
  • By being strong – standing up looking in the eyes of injustice, fear and hatred with calm compassion.
  • By being intelligent – assuming is unreasonable, blind believing is ignorance and hatred is insanity – use reason, common sense and listen to your intuition and Heart.
  • By being a dare and doer in Truth – being honest and caring without throwing pearls before swine.
  • By being Loving – being considerate, kind, gentle, and open to the wisdom of your Heart, letting Love lead you.
  • By acting, being motivated by Love – Do as you are guided by your Soul and unconditional Love to manifest harmony in reality.

When I am tempted to feel resentful in the face of injustice I ask:

  • Why do I feel justified about complaining?
  • Why do I feel resentful and impatient?
  • Do I experience Harmony within me even in the mist of injustice, when I am falsely accused, when I am disrespected, abused, rejected, hated or unloved by others?

I also remember that injustices and ‘me too’ is the human reality, yet the Universal reality is ‘I.’

“I am an Individualized Ray of the Source. I am Strong, Wise, Free and Loving. I am Spirit and Matter, One in the protection of the Great All.”

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“The fire of hatred is like an ordinary fire. If known in time it can be extinguished. No emotion ever starts in full force. With human hatred, if we do not stop it, it makes us lose our self. It will never stop by itself.”

Eugene Fersen, “The Teacher” The Public Years of the Baron Eugene Fersen – Volume 1, page 96. (Author and founder of Science of Being)

The aberration and the Spiritual Warrior; bringing the spiritual warrior forward

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality, The human ego and the Spiritual Ego, World & Self Development: Terrorism

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There staring back at me was an aberration! It was barely there, with a weak body, skull-like head,  hollow, dark pits for eyes. Slowly I came to settle into observation and realized it was part of myself looking back at me. That the stare was to purposely startle and scare the observer within. 

A spiritual journey is not for the faint of heart I have learned. When you have come to some calm state of conscious awareness that’s when the subconscious ego fears losing control. It’s when we have seen the goodness within others and ourselves that the aberrations may become more apparent. 

And this is when a fragmented mind will most likely perceive an aberration as a very dire situation, tempting you to hate yourself and hit a mental low. 

It was the Spiritual Warrior that came forward

The Spiritual Warrior fights without hatred.

You become the spiritual warrior when you relate to the Spiritual Heart and unconditional Love in a simple state of awareness and observation.  There is peace and experience of the moment fully. 

There is  no resistance. No urge to defend or to protest. If you perceive threat then you will withdraw into your self-image, which will not be able to defend you. A self-image is a concept of the past.  

And there is no decision to make. Choice is spontaneous.

The warrior will see through the aberration as it is  – illusion. And there is no doubt that the only thing that holds the aberration together is a tiny spark of love, love that has been perverted. Yet, there there is no hatred.  

There is a compassionate warmth in your heart. And that compassion acts. When the light of True Love is directed back to an aberration, then the aberration dissolves. The tiny light that held it together returns to the Source as the darkness returns to the space between. The space of the Unknown.

To bring forth the Spiritual warrior in your reality:

1. Commit to expanding your awareness.

A fragmented mind will be trapped in self-image, time and space, and the human ego. Acknowledging that there are vaster, refined levels of consciousness is a beginning to breaking free of limits the ego places in your thinking. 

2. Mentally practice unity with the flow of the universe, in the moment without resistance.

3. Be willing to face every aspect and trait of yourself.

Acknowledge and embrace your tenderness and gentle heart. Every energetic, wise, sincere and loving thought, emotion and behavior is adding to your own evolution and happiness. And it adds to others’ happiness.

And face the negative traits of the ego.  Renounce and let them go. They are a self-image which is the past. 

4. See love in the world.

When you observe reality as energies then those energies can combine in new ways.  By seeing love in all beings, then there is the very real potential for Nature to  build more of that creation. Like attracts like because of the attraction of Love. 

5. Learn to give love. 

 Look people in the eyes when you speak with them, giving your full attention and consideration with a full heart, observing how you feel. Deeper and deeper understandings offer greater growth.

The more love you give, the more you experience love in your reality. Commit to loving unconditionally. And Love the world unconditionally.

Consider being a channel of compassion and healing with this meditation and practice: Giving Healing Energy to the World.

6. Ask yourself everyday, “Who am I?”

And go to that still point within. Remember, declare and Be: “I am. I am in the harmonious flow of the Universe. I am Spiritual Warrior.”

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Be willing to nourish the Spiritual Warrior within. Be strong with passion from your Spiritual Heart. Doubt will put things on hold. However, once you make a choice the Universe supports any action once you begin, which explains why it is difficult to change direction midstream.

You are designed to succeed no matter what life situations you face! 

In the hope You commit to bringing forward the Spiritual Warrior, PortiaSLB

“Any lesson learned by an individual benefits the whole of Humanity through chain reaction.”

Eugene Fersen, Aphorisms of The Lightbearer, page 74.

Luciferian consciousness projection

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality

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“We must learn to be optimistic, to see the negative yet say that in spite of the wrong, we can try to do right. It is the logical process of Unfoldment.”

Eugene Fersen

If you’ve been responding to the calling of your spiritual path, but seem to have slowed or stumbled in your ascending journey, remember that your unfoldment progresses according to Universal Law. 

Those of us that recognize our spiritual responsibility for our own awakening and return to Harmony help all of humanity. Though our journeys are unique, we are a projection of Luciferian consciousness. 

Why Luciferian consciousness?

Most civilizations have some concept of God which has changed throughout the ages, but blind religious beliefs has made us subservient. The Christian clergy made of Lucifer a devil which is a mental perversion.

Lucifer represents Knowledge aflame with Love. The Lightbearer that inspires us to awaken from the dream of pride, impatience and self-righteousness. To integrate Mind with Love. 

The human mind holds unconditional Love captive in the subconsciousness and believes that mind is all powerful, while love and gentleness are signs of weakness.  Until we all rise above self-righteousness, pride and impatience and consciously manifest unconditonal Love in our thoughts, emotions, and most of all our behaviors, we continue to create disharmony and suffer.  We have to work like Lucifer to return to an awakened state of consciousness. 

Why not Christ Consciousness?

Christ Consciousness is the higher realm of consciousness always awake and lead by Love. That is wise without doubt of being an aspect of  the Causeless Cause, the Absolute Itself, yet always looking forward to the adventure of continual unfoldment.

There’s a Cause

We would not have believed in God throughout the ages if there is not a cause. Interestingly, as we mentally evolve and understand the causes behind affects, our concepts of God have changed. Knowledge has changed our mental concepts of not only God, but about ourselves and our world. 

But knowledge without love is cold. Science alone does not free us from domination of the human subconscious ego and suffering.  And it is evident that human religious beliefs, prejudices and habits do not either. Mind needs love to lead it.

Be a Lightbearer

We should endeavor to live as all great spiritual teachers and be wise. Wisdom is the lesson of all humanity’s spiritual teachers. Work in every moment to be conscious; to be optimistic, broad-minded, sincere and true. And sincerity and truth naturally attracts Love. Truth is a door to consciously express Love. 

We should realize by now that we cannot compromise with Truth. That is not only mentally logical, but spiritually wise.  Truth cannot be compromised; through Law we will naturally become more conscious of Love and express Love. 

Wisdom is rooted in Law and comes to fruition through Love. Sincerity, truth and Law naturally attracts Love. 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

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Too much drama in your life? The human mind will not help, but this will.

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality

Photo: Virginia butterfly  PSLB

When I was a little child I experienced a lot of chaos and a lot of heart ache that I carried with me for many, many years into adulthood. I came to feel that drama and heartache was a living standard. It wasn’t until later in my life that I became aware of the importance I placed on stories I told myself and that I identified with. 

The stories we tell ourselves that are the hardest to let go are those with the most drama. Which we use to create more stories about ourselves and that we identify with.

The more importance you place on drama and the story of it, the more the subconscious ego imprisons you in a fixed self-identity. The less you’re able to freely experience unbound possibilities in the universe and your own innate Light.

So how can we step outside of the human ego’s drama story telling? 

We should allow ourselves to grow into the moment. Observe in a detached, yet involved state without all the thinking the ego circles in. That still, small voice you find in Silence will help you observe the way your personal mind works without harsh judgments.

 You can attain a clarity of mind in silence that can guide you in your choice of actions. While at the same time you are able to observe the subconscious ego’s desire to circle in what it is familiar with. With conditioned habits and behaviors.

The more you pause and become silent the freer you will be able to move into the moment. The more you become aware of things you hadn’t been conscious of before. 

Amazing things can happen that some would overlook or miss completely. Butterflies can fly by even when you’re at sea! Dolphins jump and the waves reflect your heart’s deepest longings.

The more you become silent and observe, the more drama leaves you. Not the memory of an event, rather the emotional drama the ego tells stories about. You can gain some perspective and understanding the lesson that life presented.  

In a state of detached state you are free to observe life constantly changing, yet remains steadfast. And backed up by a realm Unchangeable. Unknown. 

Contacting Universal Life Energy is a backup Force which can help you attain emotional and mental clarity. This is especially helpful just before sleep when the ego tends to review the day and create stories about it.

Instead of creating stories, mentally realize, “I feel Universal Life Energy flowing through me now.” You are aligning with the Light that you are and the Great Unknown.

 Your Heart slowly awakens from it’s imprisoned walls and becomes free to openly experience unbound love and compassion, gratitude, caring and sincerity.

The bravest thing you can do is to focus on your own Inner Love. When your focus mind in that sacred chamber of your Heart you become a spiritual warrior and express unconditional Love in your life. 

And this creates more opportunities for your happiness and unfoldment. 

If you’ve already experienced this, have you also experienced synchronicities to enjoy and expand your gratitude? 

In the hope that when chaos does come into your life that you will remember to come to a state of silent observation and free yourself of the ego’s crippling drama and stories. And that you step out of the ego into the realm of Being and unlimited possibilities, PortiaSLB 

“Great signs are given to Humanity today as in the days of old, yet with eyes open they do not see, and with ears open they do not hear, because their hearts are closed through the pride of their minds.” 

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 304.

Uncomfortable has benefits!

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Keys to Happiness, shaping your reality

gentle voice of intuition

Comfort is not always beneficial. When something feels uncomfortable then pay attention – there’s something to learn and benefit from!

Be conscious of your thoughts and emotions from the place of silent observation! You may feel nervous, defensive, or disgusted. Just observe the discomfort in a detached state.   

And if you want to know why you feel uncomfortable ask yourself that question. In a detached observation state you are mentally open to receive answers from your Higher Self. Your Superconsciousness receives wisdom from your spiritual heart. And your spiritual heart is that sacred chamber of the Absolute; your seat of unconditional Love.

Nevertheless in a detached observation state we may still feel a bit uncomfortable. That’s because detachment is not our usual mental state. Or our usual bodily state.

The subconscious ego is very familiar with constant monkey chatter and emotions rather than detachment. It creates attitudes like impatience, worry and guilt which we identify with.  And can create insecurity and self-condemnation generating all sorts of complaints. blames and excuses. Yet remain detached and observe, non-judgmental. 

And consider reaching beyond detachment to alignment with Harmony. Declare the Truth in the present to create beautiful life experiences.

Consideration: “I am. I am enough.” Remember and Know – “I am a projection of The Great All.”

You are connecting your consciousness to Harmony. And feeding your subconscious uplifting energy and thoughts, which will return to your reality. If not in the present moment then eventually since we live in human time.

That’s my hope for you; for all of us, PortiaSLB

“The Soul is perfect, but is seen through mind as a lens. And the reflection in the plane of Matter (the body) is distorted because the mind, the lens is distorted.”

Eugene Fersen, author of Science of Being