To love is natural

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To Love is natural for us and we can feel it arise when we are silent within. As an observer we can become aware of Love rising from our heart and become engulfed in It. It is the Love of our Soul and natural Self.

But the ego can hold our attention in fearful thoughts and emotions. And these emotions are based in the the past. Sometimes ancient past. Like when startled we have a fearful knee jerk reaction, going into a defensive position.

As we relax and slowly release the knee jerk we can observe the way our body reacted from preprogrammed conditioning! The ego will want to get involved in analyzing, labeling, judging and discussion, while the Inner Being quietly observes. And then for me from observation comes amazement or appreciation! And that amazement turns to uplifting Love.

When we observe in a detached state, with no judgments, superstitions or beliefs, Mind is a path to Love. It’s our Superconscious Mind, our Inner Being that’s naturally United with Love and Source.

Quiet observation is a self discipline practice where we opt to align with our Inner Being, with Source rather than ego. It’s a space of no thinking, no labeling or judgement, rather an awareness in silence.

We are powerful Beings and have free will to choose our path. And choosing to align with that space in between thoughts is aligning with our Inner Being. It is choosing happiness. And happiness awakens us to our power to flow in the energies of Life.

We attract more uplifting energies, more happy situations, people and realities! We enjoy life and it is such an adventure!

And we find love close at hand.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

The Joye in surprise – I am meditation

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Our Inner Being only sees Light and experiences Love in all situations, but humanly we don’t always experience it that way. The human perspective is polar or dual, and we experience them as good or bad, fearful or loving experiences. We usually are unconscious of how we attract and create our reality with our thoughts and emotions in this dual perspective, but we can be. And Life can surprise us in very enjoyable ways when we allow it!

Co-creating joyful adventures!

Like for me today…..I was meditating on joy and happiness realizing it is our natural state. And the Declarations of Truth were: “My Inner Being is in complete harmony with Source. I am in complete Harmony with Source.”

And feelings of gratitude and love filled my Being.

Afterwards I remained open to the realization that thoughts, and more importantly that emotions, are a base, a beginning for creation. Vibrational energy of thoughts and emotions attracts the same vibrational energy.

And later I experienced a reflection of the same vibrational energy in my human reality. A little girl named Joye captured my attention with her enthusiasm and joy for life right in the moment that she was. And it radiated out to touch everyone nearby… if they allowed it. And I did. She did. Her parents did. And we became friends then and there, enjoying each other. It was a great adventure.

Attracting your Joy

And everyday we can experience an enjoyable adventure …. when we allow it. Meditation can help us focus on and remember joyful, loving innate energies within ourselves, which will attract more of those energies.

You can try it for yourself. In meditation consciously allow yourself to feel the joy, gratitude, tenderness and love that naturally resides in your heart. Include them in your Declarations of Truth or make them like those above. Then drop any expectations, leaving it to Source. Do not try to control any outcomes. Trust and remain open to the unlimited possibilities in the Universe!

Co-creating undesirable experiences

But we can also be very unaware of our emotions, because so many are conditioned and programmed unconsciously. Our body can react to situations with unconscious emotions, like the knee jerk reaction to something that startles us. And though it may be temporary, we experienced the fearful flight reaction in our body.

If we are unconscious of our emotions and feelings we can be down, frustrated or anxious without knowing we attract more of the same energies. Like the other evening at dinner I became distracted when a person at the next table in the restaurant started coughing. I had this this urge to get away.

I realized then that I unconsciously reacted with dislike. But instead of releasing the dislike and find the tenderness and love in my heart right then, I continued to be unconsciously distracted in the situation.

Sure enough, the next morning I experienced some physical discomfort in the throat. Realizing it was my thoughts and emotions that initiated the situation in myself, I quickly had the thought and happy emotion that I am in perfect health! And I felt I had turned a corner as emotions of enthusiasm, engagement, sincerity and loving trust arose to the Truth within.

Then I left it to the Great Law of Attraction and Great Principle without expectations, trusting that it will work out harmoniously according to Universal Law. And this experience was a great adventure too!

The great gift

We can be surprised by the unexpected when we flow in the creative energies of Source without expectations. Those surprises awaken us a bit more to our Inner Powers unity with Source. And as we awaken and become more and more conscious of our Inner Being we see Light and experience Love in our reality.

And that is a great gift is it?

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“The Great Principle, the Absolute, is all Life, all Mind, all Truth, all Love, all Spirit; all there is, is in the Great All, and if we apply that Law, the Law of Life, of Mind, of Truth and of Love, to all problems of our daily life, we work out, without noticing it, all the perfection we can ever aspire to, we buildup the Pyramid of our own life and reach the Point of Spirit, and we do not notice how it happens, because it is the Great Principle Itself Who is working to that end through us. It is Its work as much as ours. All we have to do is to be conscious, open channels for that.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, pages 136 and 137.

The aberration and the Spiritual Warrior; bringing the spiritual warrior forward

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There staring back at me was an aberration! It was barely there, with a weak body, skull-like head,  hollow, dark pits for eyes. Slowly I came to settle into observation and realized it was part of myself looking back at me. That the stare was to purposely startle and scare the observer within. 

A spiritual journey is not for the faint of heart I have learned. When you have come to some calm state of conscious awareness that’s when the subconscious ego fears losing control. It’s when we have seen the goodness within others and ourselves that the aberrations may become more apparent. 

And this is when a fragmented mind will most likely perceive an aberration as a very dire situation, tempting you to hate yourself and hit a mental low. 

It was the Spiritual Warrior that came forward

The Spiritual Warrior fights without hatred.

You become the spiritual warrior when you relate to the Spiritual Heart and unconditional Love in a simple state of awareness and observation.  There is peace and experience of the moment fully. 

There is  no resistance. No urge to defend or to protest. If you perceive threat then you will withdraw into your self-image, which will not be able to defend you. A self-image is a concept of the past.  

And there is no decision to make. Choice is spontaneous.

The warrior will see through the aberration as it is  – illusion. And there is no doubt that the only thing that holds the aberration together is a tiny spark of love, love that has been perverted. Yet, there there is no hatred.  

There is a compassionate warmth in your heart. And that compassion acts. When the light of True Love is directed back to an aberration, then the aberration dissolves. The tiny light that held it together returns to the Source as the darkness returns to the space between. The space of the Unknown.

To bring forth the Spiritual warrior in your reality:

1. Commit to expanding your awareness.

A fragmented mind will be trapped in self-image, time and space, and the human ego. Acknowledging that there are vaster, refined levels of consciousness is a beginning to breaking free of limits the ego places in your thinking. 

2. Mentally practice unity with the flow of the universe, in the moment without resistance.

3. Be willing to face every aspect and trait of yourself.

Acknowledge and embrace your tenderness and gentle heart. Every energetic, wise, sincere and loving thought, emotion and behavior is adding to your own evolution and happiness. And it adds to others’ happiness.

And face the negative traits of the ego.  Renounce and let them go. They are a self-image which is the past. 

4. See love in the world.

When you observe reality as energies then those energies can combine in new ways.  By seeing love in all beings, then there is the very real potential for Nature to  build more of that creation. Like attracts like because of the attraction of Love. 

5. Learn to give love. 

 Look people in the eyes when you speak with them, giving your full attention and consideration with a full heart, observing how you feel. Deeper and deeper understandings offer greater growth.

The more love you give, the more you experience love in your reality. Commit to loving unconditionally. And Love the world unconditionally.

Consider being a channel of compassion and healing with this meditation and practice: Giving Healing Energy to the World.

6. Ask yourself everyday, “Who am I?”

And go to that still point within. Remember, declare and Be: “I am. I am in the harmonious flow of the Universe. I am Spiritual Warrior.”

Be willing to nourish the Spiritual Warrior within. Be strong with passion from your Spiritual Heart. Doubt will put things on hold. However, once you make a choice the Universe supports any action once you begin, which explains why it is difficult to change direction midstream.

You are designed to succeed no matter what life situations you face! 

In the hope You commit to bringing forward the Spiritual Warrior, PortiaSLB


“Any lesson learned by an individual benefits the whole of Humanity through chain reaction.”

Eugene Fersen, Aphorisms of The Lightbearer, page 74.

Heaven or hell- it’s what we create? Integrating the third and fourth dimensions

 

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“One of the greatest privileges and powers man has is FREE WILL. That Free Will he can use constructively or destructively. Man creates his own heaven and his own hell. They are man-made, not created by God. They are states of consciousness, not localities, and they last as long as one remains a willing host to them.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 160.

We live as humans in a three dimensional world. Yet, we are also multi-dimensional beings. Having body, mind and soul we are connected to the fourth dimension and more. And, we are capable of integrating both the third and fourth dimensions in our life now by entering our scared Heart center! 

Our heart chakra and our health

Of course, we experience physical pain in our heart and emotional pain of a broken heart because of the karma we create and through our connection with everyone and everything. Being ignorant of the law of Retribution, we can make all kinds of harmful choices, causing all kinds of trouble for ourselves and hell to pay in this dimension! Our thoughts, emotions and actions ultimately return right back to us – the energy of them.

So the negative energy of emotions like impatience, dislike, disgust, self-righteousness, hatred, envy and jealousy return, creating a hellish emotional condition for ourselves. And, negative thoughts and emotions damage our heart chakra and eventually our health. 

Our multi-dimensional heart

But even though our physical and etheric heart is in this human three dimensional world, our heart is also of the fourth dimension, of Divine Love and the chamber of the Eternal.

The fourth dimension is the energy and quality of Harmony, Peace, Purpose, Light and Divine Love. It is the energies and powers of the third dimension in which we mentally separate becomes unified and One:  All Energy, Intelligence, Law and Love. And, it is in the scared chamber of our Heart that we can become conscious of the fourth dimension. 

Back to the Future

Heart and brain communicate. Guidance and wisdom from our spiritual Heart is reflected in our pineal, the 7th chakra, the chakra of the superconsciousness. We can become conscious of the Wisdom and Love of our Heart center through pineal that becomes an inspiration to the pituitary, 6th chakra, the chakra of Self-consciousness.

And, when we become conscious of the Light of our spiritual Heart center, when we consciously enter our Heart center, we are integrating the third and fourth dimensions. 

Entering the scared chamber of your Heart

It is very simple to enter your spiritual Heart center.

  • Relax your body and breathe in the Life (Universal Life Energy), Light and Love of the Universe. Let those energies fill your mind and body.
  •  Surrender your mind  to the Silence.
  • Let Love lead You, to inspire You to know Love. Know that you are everything with the Eternal Creator. Feel personal Love, unconditional Love and Gratitude in your Heart. Gratitude for the Great Mother Earth, the Great Father Sun and Universe, the Great Principle.
  • Focus yourself, move and have your being in your physical heart and the Loving energy of your spiritual Heart center. Without expectation explore and experience your Heart center. As you become more aware you may experience the Light and Love of the Eternal that you are part of. And you may also become aware of the Power, Abundance, Wisdom, Law, Harmony and Protection. And, of any guidance you may ask for. Your experience may manifest in a different way that is inspired by your soul. 
  • Gently let yourself gradually return to your three dimensional world.

I do this meditation for about 10 – 20 minutes, but I must admit that once I am in my Heart center I love being in that Light and Harmony and I may stay longer. Yet, I am very aware that our life is meant to live in this three dimensional world for now. To create harmony in our life and our world.

Stay connected

The most important point for me and for You, I hope, is to remember and stay connected to your spiritual Heart center. To express unconditional Love in all that you do in your human life. In this way you create a healthy, wise, successful and happy life. And, you raise your frequency and the Light and Love in your body, mind and emotions. Which, in turn, integrates You with the Light and Love of the fourth dimension!

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In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

Also consider: Living a conscious heart

 

 

 

 

The heart of mindfulness – sometimes it is hidden

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We humanly identify ourselves with our personally, our intellect and ego and external power. Yet a clearer and purer reflection of ourselves is from our heart, our internal power because it has the true qualities of our soul. But without being conscious and mindful of our emotions, we cannot know the difference between the urges and beliefs of our ego and the guidance and wisdom of our heart to create a more harmonious reality. 

Your direct connection

By being mindful with an purpose and intent of love in your heart and mind you can come to a higher order of understanding of yourself and the world. Your heart center is your Center of Love and emotional center of your soul.  And, your heart is your direct connection with the Great Principle, Cosmic Consciousness, God. It is through our connection and support of the Great Principle that we co-create our reality.

Our heart is also our center of attraction, so what we feel is what we attract. While your subconscious ego believes in a state of duality or opposites and co-creates your reality that way, your scared heart center co-creates in a state of unity, a blending of both Love and Mind. A blending of power, wisdom, love and compassion.

An emotional heart that is wise 

Love raises your consciousness. And, is strong, wise and compassionate, even when on the outside it appears to be none of those things. For example, during my early years of studying Science of Being, I remember my spiritual teacher helping someone that was feeling so downtrodden, so hopeless that they couldn’t see a way out of the emotional dark hole they had dug for their selves. She bombarded them relentlessly with questions like, “How is it down there? Can you name it? Do you want me to push you further down? Maybe that’ll help, so you can push off from the bottom?” There was no sympathy at all! That went on for a long while until they both started giggling like children! 

She helped them to be conscious of their emotions with a purpose of unconditional love for their self. In a state of love and mindfulness you can trace your emotions back to their cause and see the effects. From your heart of mindfulness you have compassion for yourself and have a sense of humor about your confusion and the illusion of an emotional black hole.

The Heart of your Inner Guide

We can circle in habitual patterns without understanding how our emotions feed our thoughts and behaviors. That we have the nervous jiggers, that we are impatience, feeling guilty, jealous or resentful. Or the causes behind  them.  Yet, through mindfulness we can come to our heart and soul.

We can use a mindful, self-observation method to help us not only detach emotionally from our problems, see the light at the end of the tunnel, but also to help us harmonize our reality.

Begin self-observation by first taking some deep breaths, relaxing and entering the Silence. Make the mental contact with Universal Life Energy to boost your mental clarity and clear your emotions. By detaching emotionally, becoming the watcher of the thinker, you can enter your heart center with the purpose and intent of unconditional Love. Feel within your heart personal love and gratitude for Life, Wisdom, Truth and Love that is your Unity with the Great Principle. Then from your heart, that very sincere, truthful and unconditionally loving center, ask yourself questions to trace your emotions and become conscious and aware from the heart of your True Self.  

  • Can you name what you are feeling? And, the reason.
  • Are you conscious in the moment?
  • Are you conscious of virtues, strength, beauty and love in others? And in yourself?
  • What is your intent? 
  • Do you have some insight about the relationship between your intent and your experience?
  • Do you have awareness of the law of karma in action?
  • Are you conscious of the lesson that You as a soul have chosen to learn? 
  • Are you grateful?
  • Are you willing to detach from fear?
  • And, is it going to make you stronger or weaker? More awake or asleep? 
  • Are you willing to choose to have a intent of creating your reality with love rather than fear?

Harmonizing your reality

Sometimes the heart of mindfulness is initially hidden under our unconscious emotions, yet when you continue to return to mindfulness with the intent and purpose of love, you will enter your heart center. 

From your spiritual heart you are in a higher order of consciousness which is a blending of both intelligence and love, of both Wisdom and Love. And, in that state you can come to know your True Self and manifest your life from your soul. 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“An individuals character can never be judged when conditions are harmonious. The only true accurate understanding of people can be obtained when disharmonious things come to the surface. The surroundings effect an individual to the extend of bringing out what is latent within him.

We should fight, not to destroy disharmony, but to be on the same level with Harmony.”

Eugene Fersen,  Advanced Teachings in Science of Being, Volume I, pages 92 & 94.

I lay myself down

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i lay myself down in the gentle Sun reflection off the moon

and while i contemplate, ponder and appraise the beauty of the night,

the moon imbues me with its soft, loving Light,

the stars invite me into their beautiful, infinite, tranquil  weave,

but the Earth pulls me closer, telling me  home is not to leave.

the remarkable unity connection causes a response in heart and mind,

a call for another unity that had been long lost, forgotten, left behind

this is the way out of the inverted condition with head over heart … with intuition 

leading the creation of reality, the turn, the upright amalgam of Heart-Unity-Mind:

simultaneous synchronicity, clarity allowing Love-Mind-Soul combined.

 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“In our Heart is the sacred chamber into which we can go and find there the strength and peace we need. The Heart is the Altar of the Most High. Only the Eternal can enter. We are the priests who officiate at the Altar of the Eternal, in the Altar of our own Heart.”

Eugene Fersen, Pearls of Wisdom, Teachings by Eugene Fersen, Volume 1, page 281.


enhanced photo Kow Yai, Thailand