Tempted to go down a dark, dark hole – Empowering yourself amidst turmoil

Hoping happiness for others plays a vital role in our own happiness. But we can find it difficult to stay positive amidst turmoil in our life and in the world. Fretting and wanting things to be different can keep us in perpetual worry, fret and fear. Yet we can empower ourselves with some simple practices.

Taking a different path

Constant thinking about what we don’t want takes us down a dark hole. 

When I’m in that hole I can’t see or think anything positive. So the best course of action I’ve found is to be silent. Relax and be quiet. Quiet the thinking or focus on breathing.  This breaks the connection to the habitual patterns of subconscious conditioning. But if you realize you are thinking, just observe it without following familiar trails, returning to your breathing and  the present moment. Be the detached observer. 

That’s when you can see a choice that was not there before.

No one or any condition can make us worried, sad or mad unless we agree to it. This realization has stopped me in my tracks! We can choose another path.

We may not have control over people or situations, but we may be able to remove ourselves from those energies that do not lift us. And we can control our own minds. Once you realize this then you can set yourself on a positive trajectory.

Something else happens

To the constant thinker being silent sounds counterproductive, yet being silent frees us to lift our consciousness.

This is when something else happens. Without the influence of the past or desires of the future, in other words without the influence of subconscious worry trails and programming that have been established through habit and unconscious programming, you can ignite the courage to liberate love and tenderness from your heart. This is so freeing in my experience.

When circumstances are not necessarily in sync

Tenderness may express and surface to your consciousness as calm gratitude. Mentally focusing on those things that you are grateful for activates the Law of Attraction, attracting more reasons for your happiness. The more gratitude that surfaces, the more likely you will experience harmony within. Love instead of fear within which has always been there.

Even when physical circumstances are not necessarily in sync with the calm and tenderness you experience within, you are empowering yourself and co-creating reality through the Law of Attraction. With love, consideration and caring as vital parts of your motivation, you are better able to co-create a happier reality. 

Any act of constructive creativity makes us a bit happier! And we can remove ourselves from stressful conditions if circumstances permit it. Turn off media. Be in nature. Do acts of kindness. And Live a Conscious Heart. 

The Light of Truth

Sure there may be times, in moments of doubt, that we feel like succumbing to feeling like crap again. Yet that contrast points to an opportunity! It’s an opportunity to recognize your Inner Strength and that the temptation to fall in a dark hole is a temporary illusion and let it go.

Grab hold of uplifting visions and contact Universal Life Energy. Be in the present moment, trusting that you are part of something greater than yourself. You are One with Source; have Faith and Trust in that.

Lightbearers even though we are consciously on our spiritual journey we may stumble amidst challenges. Consider: Creating strength & happiness when things go wrong

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“To go down fighting, with fire in the blood and victory in the heart, only to rise anew, is never a failure, even though your immediate object may have escaped your grasp. You step to supremacy over disaster and success alike, but as the disasters pry open your inner channels for tapping your Soul powers, failures will become less and less frequent.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, page 287. 

Dance of the Soul

Dance of the Soul

There upon his finger sat a butterfly. Then a sudden Silence came upon him and

He could see the pillows of iridescent colors of its wings that danced in the sunshine.

It was a dance of Light intertwined with rich colors of Harmony. 

There were visions of its transmutation from a hungry, short sighted, crawling creature then

Death as a caterpillar, to the freedom and flight of the exquisite being it is now.

In that silence his heart swelled up with appreciation of such a wondrous creature that

He could feel his self-striving to fulfill the universal destiny of all souls to

Dance in the rich colors of Harmony.

Our soul guides us in ways to construct happiness in our life, yet we are not normally conscious of our inner powers that shape the world. While we may feel “fine,” it keeps us stuck in a recycling hellish condition, circling over and over with the same thoughts and habits.

When we awaken to the greater qualities of our soul and unique character we rise to greater heights. And we naturally attract what is needed for our freedom, success and happiness in the earthly plane. 

Looking to be conscious of and manifest your soul, lifting yourself out of feeling just “fine?” Consider:

  Soul Meditation leading to sure-fired success and happiness in the material plane 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

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“Mind alone, with its human tool of Will Power is not  sufficient to push your Soul’s Individuality into expression…A greater Power, One which pervades all Planes equally and unites them through Its own Force of Attraction, is required.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, pages 313-4.

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Too busy to meditate…it’s a paradox!

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We may feel so busy in our home and work life there doesn’t seem enough time to meditate even though it feels like a virtuous thing to do. But if we experience relentless stress, worries or depression then we may consider finding a way out of the uncomfortable.

Yet part of us can still stubbornly resist what can help us discover our inner calm and strength. It’s a paradox that we may unconsciously let dominate us!

Consider this: even though we may believe we don’t have time for meditation, we do what is important to us don’t we? 

Within the eye of the storm of our life is calm, and we can rest, recharge and rejuvenate our minds and hearts. We can reconnect with the tenderness in our hearts, even when our hearts have been broken. 

Within each of us is the Universe. It’s very expansive Universal Life Energy … God…Om! With a few minutes a day meditation can help you face life’s challenges and appreciate the joys with strength, confidence, and uplifting energies.  

And you will discover that you can Trust your Inner guru, your Higher Self. It will guide you to those insights you (your consciousness) are open to. And to those that are helpful and enlightening. You are protected in the Light of your Higher Self.

And there are many information resources available concerning meditation, including this website. The comment box below is available for questions.

How to get started? A simple 5 minute exercise called Relaxation and SilenceThe Universe supports You unconditionally. 

With Light and Love, PortiaSLB

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“Through MEDITATION you will wipe away the discordant films which obscure expression of the Soul’s higher qualities through you human channels and will promote an extraordinary development and accord in every direction.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, page 280.

Awakening Spirit within

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No matter your spiritual path; be it religious, philosophical, yogic or self guided, Knowledge and long kept wisdom on how to contact and awaken the Power of the Absolute within you is available.

Universal Life Energy is your Life line to The Great Unknown! And when you contact It you are contacting the Source, God. The Star exercise, as taught in Science of Being, is a simple, physical direct contact with the Great Principle. The flow of Life Energy, prana, chi jump-starts your harmonization.

 Other simple practices are taught in Science of Being for your awakening and harmonization in this reality. Without religious connotations, without beliefs, without rituals.

Exercises like Relaxation and Silence with deep breathing mobilizes the flow of Universal Life Energy through the spinal column. This awakens the kundalini, harmonizing the chakras and other centers.

The Mental Contact is a simple mental exercise that can be done anytime, anyplace in your human reality to continue your process of mental intent to awaken.  

And the FourSquare practice gives you the knowledge and tools to create harmonious opportunities and karma. It brings consciousness of Love in the moment, manifesting Harmony Now. It is the most practical spiritual map for your everyday, every moment human life. It creates a clear path for your spiritual journey.  

And there are step by step conscious practices that are simple and direct to connect with your Heart and Soul.

The wisdom culminates in  the highest state of Harmony in our human state of consciousness, the Spiritual Contact.

Science of Being is the science of your Being and includes knowledge on how to  live in harmony with Universal Laws. Laws like Polarity, Rhythm, Attraction and Karma.

How to bring the Light of Wisdom and Love to mind and awaken to your Heart and higher realms of awareness.

And how to create opportunities for your own happiness, health and success.

In the hope of your conscious awakening to Love being close at hand, PortiaSLB


Rise through Inspiration into complete identity with It, shedding all consciousness of your limited Human Self, your human desire and aspirations.”

From the exercise SPIRITUALIZATION in The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, Eugene Fersen, page 408.

 

Today’s consideration of relationships

Kindly consider these quotes in your daily meditation or in your daily discrimination. 

“The relationship between two people, like a marriage, partnership, or friendship, is meant for the happiness and evolution of not only the two beings, but also the entire 🌎 world.

Cherish in gentleness your life partner or anyone in your life and it helps your and their Heart bloom…and us All!”

If you care to share your insights kindly leave a comment!  It’s appreciated.

“Spiritual Power is obtained only by those who honestly and unselfishly live a life of Activity, Intelligence, Truth, and Love.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 295. 

With Love and Light to You, PortiaSLB

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Transforming yourself for Justice

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This is the 200th posting! Thank You for going on this Spiritual Journey with me. I hope you have come to know yourself a bit better. I know I have. Kindly continue making comments and sharing – it helps more than you may know.

With the help of the Great Principle we will become more conscious of our True selves everyday as we continue our Soul journey.

In the past I fought against injustice and allowed myself to be fully indignant and angry. I’ve gotten my heart stomped on and my ass handed back to me. It just plain hurt. Though I am unapologetic about the animosity and protest, I have come to some discernment concerning injustice and how to fight.

Transforming your fight is transforming yourself

My first instinct when facing injustice is to fight. Fight or flight. When we choose to fight, we should learn to fight without hatred.

I have learned that the most courageous thing to do in the face of injustice is to fight for Harmony within yourself first …. in this human reality.

Be courageous. The Great Principle is here to support You. And all the harmonious powers in the Universe.

When you establish harmony and peace within yourself it becomes a chain reaction. Naturally more harmonious people are drawn to you and the Universe helps create more harmonious conditions.

Fight for Harmony

It’s a fight for rather than a fight against. Fear, self-righteousness and hate motivates fighting against. Hate and fear accumulates and this doesn’t lead to justice. Lots of drama though!

You can see the evidence of hatred in the faces of those beings that angrily fight and protest. They aim to destroy, when they say they want better.

Most of humanity is miserable

Humans must grow and evolve into Being, without fear of facing ourselves. The fight and protests against injustice will eventually die or transmute into something different. Into a form of cooperation to build justice, authenticity and freedom in every situation we face.

It’s logical that we have to begin by sincerely looking within ourselves without all the drama.

What does the fight for justice look like?

Building justice requires harmony in the present moment. Currently the human fight for Justice looks like the little girl that says, “Daddy we should pray for the lady.”

It looks like the wisdom of Friends of Humanity. Friends like Tolle, Pema Chodron, Mother Teresa, Wayne Dryer, Dali Lama. And all those that are lead by unconditional Love …like You.

It looks like the teachings of Science of Being.

It looks like this moment.

Harmony is Now

You are a tool of the Universe for co-creating harmony in our human reality. The subconscious ego believes it is difficult to achieve harmony  when it is easy – you already are harmonious within.

Yet, you must look within and find it. Then bring it to the surface of your life. Put harmony out in your actions, letting it touch others.

How can you manifest harmony now?

  • By being in the flow of the moment without resistance. This moment is Harmony, the Absolute and You are one with It.
  • By being strong – standing up looking in the eyes of injustice, fear and hatred with calm compassion.
  • By being intelligent – assuming is unreasonable, blind believing is ignorance and hatred is insanity – use reason, common sense and listen to your intuition and Heart.
  • By being a dare and doer in Truth – being honest and caring without throwing pearls before swine.
  • By being Loving – being considerate, kind, gentle, and open to the wisdom of your Heart, letting Love lead you.
  • By acting, being motivated by Love – Do as you are guided by your Soul and unconditional Love to manifest harmony in reality.

When I am tempted to feel resentful in the face of injustice I ask:

  • Why do I feel justified about complaining?
  • Why do I feel resentful and impatient?
  • Do I experience Harmony within me even in the mist of injustice, when I am falsely accused, when I am disrespected, abused, rejected, hated or unloved by others?

I also remember that injustices and ‘me too’ is the human reality, yet the Universal reality is ‘I.’

“I am an Individualized Ray of the Source. I am Strong, Wise, Free and Loving. I am Spirit and Matter, One in the protection of the Great All.”

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“The fire of hatred is like an ordinary fire. If known in time it can be extinguished. No emotion ever starts in full force. With human hatred, if we do not stop it, it makes us lose our self. It will never stop by itself.”

Eugene Fersen, “The Teacher” The Public Years of the Baron Eugene Fersen – Volume 1, page 96. (Author and founder of Science of Being)

The aberration and the Spiritual Warrior; bringing the spiritual warrior forward

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There staring back at me was an aberration! It was barely there, with a weak body, skull-like head,  hollow, dark pits for eyes. Slowly I came to settle into observation and realized it was part of myself looking back at me. That the stare was to purposely startle and scare the observer within. 

A spiritual journey is not for the faint of heart I have learned. When you have come to some calm state of conscious awareness that’s when the subconscious ego fears losing control. It’s when we have seen the goodness within others and ourselves that the aberrations may become more apparent. 

And this is when a fragmented mind will most likely perceive an aberration as a very dire situation, tempting you to hate yourself and hit a mental low. 

It was the Spiritual Warrior that came forward

The Spiritual Warrior fights without hatred.

You become the spiritual warrior when you relate to the Spiritual Heart and unconditional Love in a simple state of awareness and observation.  There is peace and experience of the moment fully. 

There is  no resistance. No urge to defend or to protest. If you perceive threat then you will withdraw into your self-image, which will not be able to defend you. A self-image is a concept of the past.  

And there is no decision to make. Choice is spontaneous.

The warrior will see through the aberration as it is  – illusion. And there is no doubt that the only thing that holds the aberration together is a tiny spark of love, love that has been perverted. Yet, there there is no hatred.  

There is a compassionate warmth in your heart. And that compassion acts. When the light of True Love is directed back to an aberration, then the aberration dissolves. The tiny light that held it together returns to the Source as the darkness returns to the space between. The space of the Unknown.

To bring forth the Spiritual warrior in your reality:

1. Commit to expanding your awareness.

A fragmented mind will be trapped in self-image, time and space, and the human ego. Acknowledging that there are vaster, refined levels of consciousness is a beginning to breaking free of limits the ego places in your thinking. 

2. Mentally practice unity with the flow of the universe, in the moment without resistance.

3. Be willing to face every aspect and trait of yourself.

Acknowledge and embrace your tenderness and gentle heart. Every energetic, wise, sincere and loving thought, emotion and behavior is adding to your own evolution and happiness. And it adds to others’ happiness.

And face the negative traits of the ego.  Renounce and let them go. They are a self-image which is the past. 

4. See love in the world.

When you observe reality as energies then those energies can combine in new ways.  By seeing love in all beings, then there is the very real potential for Nature to  build more of that creation. Like attracts like because of the attraction of Love. 

5. Learn to give love. 

 Look people in the eyes when you speak with them, giving your full attention and consideration with a full heart, observing how you feel. Deeper and deeper understandings offer greater growth.

The more love you give, the more you experience love in your reality. Commit to loving unconditionally. And Love the world unconditionally.

Consider being a channel of compassion and healing with this meditation and practice: Giving Healing Energy to the World.

6. Ask yourself everyday, “Who am I?”

And go to that still point within. Remember, declare and Be: “I am. I am in the harmonious flow of the Universe. I am Spiritual Warrior.”

Be willing to nourish the Spiritual Warrior within. Be strong with passion from your Spiritual Heart. Doubt will put things on hold. However, once you make a choice the Universe supports any action once you begin, which explains why it is difficult to change direction midstream.

You are designed to succeed no matter what life situations you face! 

In the hope You commit to bringing forward the Spiritual Warrior, PortiaSLB


“Any lesson learned by an individual benefits the whole of Humanity through chain reaction.”

Eugene Fersen, Aphorisms of The Lightbearer, page 74.

Luciferian consciousness projection

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“We must learn to be optimistic, to see the negative yet say that in spite of the wrong, we can try to do right. It is the logical process of Unfoldment.”

Eugene Fersen

If you’ve been responding to the calling of your spiritual path, but seem to have slowed or stumbled in your ascending journey, remember that your unfoldment progresses according to Universal Law. 

Those of us that recognize our spiritual responsibility for our own awakening and return to Harmony help all of humanity. Though our journeys are unique, we are projection of Luciferian consciousness

Why Luciferian consciousness?

Most civilizations have some concept of God which has changed throughout the ages, but blind religious beliefs has made us subservient. The Christian clergy made of Lucifer a devil which is a mental perversion.

Lucifer represents Knowledge aflame with Love. The Lightbearer that inspires us to awaken from the dream of pride, impatience and self-righteousness. To integrate Mind with Love. 

The human mind holds unconditional Love captive in the subconsciousness and believes that mind is all powerful, while love and gentleness are signs of weakness.  Until we all rise above self-righteousness, pride and impatience and consciously manifest unconditonal Love in our thoughts, emotions, and most of all our behaviors, we continue to create disharmony and suffer.  We have to work like Lucifer to return to an awakened state of consciousness. 

Why not Christ Consciousness?

Christ Consciousness is the higher realm of consciousness always awake and lead by Love. That is wise without doubt of being an aspect of  the Causeless Cause, the Absolute Itself, yet always looking forward to the adventure of continual unfoldment.

There’s a Cause

We would not have believed in God throughout the ages if there is not a cause. Interestingly, as we mentally evolve and understand the causes behind affects, our concepts of God have changed. Knowledge has changed our mental concepts of not only God, but about ourselves and our world. 

But knowledge without love is cold. Science alone does not free us from domination of the human subconscious ego and suffering.  And it is evident that human religious beliefs, prejudices and habits do not either. Mind needs love to lead it.

Be a Lightbearer

We should endeavor to live as all great spiritual teachers and be wise. Wisdom is the lesson of all humanity’s spiritual teachers. Work in every moment to be conscious; to be optimistic, broad-minded, sincere and true. And sincerity and truth naturally attracts Love. Truth is a door to consciously express Love. 

We should realize by now that we cannot compromise with Truth. That is not only mentally logical, but spiritually wise.  Truth cannot be compromised; through Law we will naturally become more conscious of Love and express Love. 

Wisdom is rooted in Law and comes to fruition through Love. Sincerity, truth and Law naturally attracts Love. 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

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The Waterfall Effect

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When mental vibrations rise very high, they become not only very powerful but also very soothing and harmonious because of their approach to the Spiritual Plane.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 214.


The Waterfall Effect

We repudiate any baits

that relates to falling fates

to narrates, necessitates and aggravates!

We resonate with the 

Beauty, the rhythm and music 

that reverberates in our spiritual heart. 

We oscillate and equate

To the nature that mates

Elevated mind, emotions, bodily states! 

Waterfalls facilitate, delegate

Release of hates, imitates and other ego baits. 

They Inspire and impart 

A beauty of nature 

That permeates our very soul.

Mind, body, emotions relax;

Ahhh!

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

 

 

4 Essentials to step outside the ego’s paradox

 

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Even though our egos may convenience us that we want to awaken, that we want to be lifted from our human drudgery and suffering, the ego clings to our established self-identities in fear of losing ourselves. It’s a paradox.

So what can we do to step outside of ourselves? Outside of our ego and make a quantum leap into conscious awakening?

1. Physically contact God, the Great Principle

On on a deep level we want to have physical contact with God, the Creator, but the ego closes us off unconsciously. When you contact Universal Life Energy you are contacting The Great Principle and you can feel IT physically.

Contact with ULE goes far beyond any religious, ego-made sacraments wishing wine is the blood of Christ.

When we reestablish that contact with exercises like the Mental Contact or the Star Exercise not only our bodies absorb It and we can feel IT physically, but It also enlightens our mind.

And even those emotions associated with memories hidden in the unconscious are gradually harmonized. It helps lift the subconscious ego bit by bit. 

2. Be brave and let the past die

I highly recommend pausing throughout your day and entering the Silence. Relaxation and Silence is an essential step to overcoming the ego’s paradox.

Relax and enter the Silence, releasing all thought. In a very real way human language is the past. Just Be in Silence. You will begin to feel Universal Life Energy.

When you do return to thought, stay in the present moment. Observe and question every discouraging speck of yourself. Question anxiety, worry, complaints, self-pity, impatience, glamour and stubborn, habitual prejudices. Release them. They are the past.

Pausing in the moment brings me back to consciousness, sanity, because I realize that the ego gets totally lost in believing this human life is all there is. It lifts me and refreshes my conscious awareness and connection to my Spiritual Heart.

A quantum leap happens when you let the past die. Birth happens. Be Now. Experience the new moment.

3. Synchronize your intent with Love, the creative energy of the Universe

Live sincerely and True in the moment forgetting the ego’s personality. Remember that you are everything with the Great Principle.

A sincerely loving intent to remember can manifest immediately because sincerity is the emotional seed of potential in Matter. It happens because sincerity opens the door to your spiritual heart and to Unconditional Love of the Unmanifest, a very creative power. But we normally live and co-create in subconscious human collective time and space, so preserve.

4. Let Love flow from your heart

Commit to unconditional Love. Love life, everything and everyone unconditionally. See beauty in others.

Not until your mind is pervaded with unconditional Love will you raise above the paradox of the ego. The ego can make you believe this step is impossible and that’s its darkness and fear working to hold its power over you, imprisoning Love. 

By becoming conscious of Unconditional Love little by little it will help you release doubt or fear that ties you to the past. And any attachments to a possible future or expectations.

Things fall into place

Be childlike, joyful. Wake up each day with an enthusiastic attitude.

Find beauty in the moment and something good in every circumstance, seeing beyond the mundane, pain and suffering. Learn and evolve from it. This lifts the consciousness from the ego’s perception of the Law of Polarity as opposites of good or bad, light or dark, rather than everything blends with seeds in each.

 Be grateful for the insight and inspiration, knowing you are part of something greater than yourself.

During your practice of Relaxation and Silence, the Mental Contact and meditations you may experience being Light and make the Spiritual Contact.

Gradually you rise above the ego’s paradox.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB


“SPIRITUAL Power is obtained only by those who honestly and unselfishly live a life of Activity, Intelligence, Truth, and Love.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 213.

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