Category: shaping your reality

Tempted to do something bad? Don’t trust your feelings!

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality
Photo: Mount Victoria, New Zealand PSLB 2020

When we are tempted to do something “bad” but it feels like a “good” idea at the time….don’t trust your feelings. However there are great potential energies for us!

Emotionally we may feel righteous with a undertow of doubt. It’s all good because it’s a sure sign that we have some conscious awareness of our Inner Being! A sign that we have some inkling of the subconscious ego’s pull on our feelings. It’s a sign of conscious awareness and if we pause and quiet our thoughts then we can observe it all as a detached observer.

The detached observer is conscious and alert without judgment, while the subconscious ego wants attention, tempts us to do “bad” things, is self-righteous and judges harshly. We may also experience it as doubt, sadness, loneliness, or some other emotion based in the past.

Yet, when we feel a darkness, like self-righteousness or doubt about doing something bad, it is a sure sign … a wonderful sign … to reach up mentally and emotionally to Be and relax … accept the moment as an opportunity to Know Light and Love and our connection with Source. To feel Life in our hands … Universal Life Energy, That is God.

It’s something like this…

If I become aware of really disliking someone … I become quiet and just observe myself… I observe myself without disliking myself though I’m very tempted to put myself down because of past conditioning….instead I observe all of this as if above it … without judgement for myself and therefore without condemnation for the other person too because if I judge them harshly I’m judging myself harshly.

Then I mentally surround myself with Universal Life Energy, Light and Love and send it to them too. This is creating an attitude of non judgment and atmosphere of acceptance. It is trusting Source because Source creates Strength, and opportunity for our Freedom, and happiness. Then I drop it and leave the rest to Source.

Trust

There’s a big difference between trusting our feelings and trusting our intuition. Our Inner Being always feels good and harmonious, and when we are conscious we can get guidance from our superconscious Inner Being or soul. This guidance may appear as intuition and it will always feel calm, harmonious and uplifting but not righteous. There may be feelings of caution, but not fear. Consideration, but not doubt.

Our Inner Being knows because of Love, but the subconscious doubts because of fear. The subconscious ego pushes in doubt because it fears making a mistake. Or fears being unlovable, or being rejected, or being left out. And all these fears are rooted in the past and conditioning.

We can observe fear from a place in our Inner Being that is without judgment. And that is a place of consideration, which is love.

In a deeper sense there is only love because within fear is the potential for love because love has become a prisoner of subconscious fear.

 

Simple!

Only the present moment exist for us, but what we generate now we attract more of. Therefore it’s simple. We can ask ourselves what we want more of. By generating thoughts, intentions, and behaviors of light and love… or having an active, uplifting imagination of them we attract more of the same.

Choosing Light and Love is taking the High road, the Spiritual road… yet on this road there are challenges too… because the subconscious fights against Harmony, Light, Love.

Yet this road gets easier as we travel it. We realize, experience and know the Help behind us and with us … Source and our Inner Being.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

”The more one listens to Intuition, the more is Intuition developed, and the surer and wiser become all our actions. Thus human beings, in developing within themselves that Divine Ray of Intuition, will manifest Wisdom, will become six-pointed stars, stars of wisdom, and will bring about the Dawn of the New Day, the Day of Peace, of Harmony and Power.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 200.

 

 

 

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To love is natural

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality, The human ego and the Spiritual Ego

Photo Vietnam 2019 PSLB

To Love is natural for us and we can feel it arise when we are silent within. As an observer we can become aware of Love rising from our heart and become engulfed in It. It is the Love of our Soul and natural Self.

But the ego can hold our attention in fearful thoughts and emotions. And these emotions are based in the the past. Sometimes ancient past. Like when startled we have a fearful knee jerk reaction, going into a defensive position.

As we relax and slowly release the knee jerk we can observe the way our body reacted from preprogrammed conditioning! The ego will want to get involved in analyzing, labeling, judging and discussion, while the Inner Being quietly observes. And then for me from observation comes amazement or appreciation! And that amazement turns to uplifting Love.

When we observe in a detached state, with no judgments, superstitions or beliefs, Mind is a path to Love. It’s our Superconscious Mind, our Inner Being that’s naturally United with Love and Source.

Quiet observation is a self discipline practice where we opt to align with our Inner Being, with Source rather than ego. It’s a space of no thinking, no labeling or judgement, rather an awareness in silence.

We are powerful Beings and have free will to choose our path. And choosing to align with that space in between thoughts is aligning with our Inner Being. It is choosing happiness. And happiness awakens us to our power to flow in the energies of Life.

We attract more uplifting energies, more happy situations, people and realities! We enjoy life and it is such an adventure!

And we find love close at hand.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

The Joye in surprise – I am meditation

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality

Big Life! Photo: Philippines 2020 PSLB

Our Inner Being only sees Light and experiences Love in all situations, but humanly we don’t always experience it that way. The human perspective is polar or dual, and we experience them as good or bad, fearful or loving experiences. We usually are unconscious of how we attract and create our reality with our thoughts and emotions in this dual perspective, but we can be. And Life can surprise us in very enjoyable ways when we allow it!

Co-creating joyful adventures!

Like for me today…..I was meditating on joy and happiness realizing it is our natural state. And the Declarations of Truth were: “My Inner Being is in complete harmony with Source. I am in complete Harmony with Source.”

And feelings of gratitude and love filled my Being.

Afterwards I remained open to the realization that thoughts, and more importantly that emotions, are a base, a beginning for creation. Vibrational energy of thoughts and emotions attracts the same vibrational energy.

And later I experienced a reflection of the same vibrational energy in my human reality. A little girl named Joye captured my attention with her enthusiasm and joy for life right in the moment that she was. And it radiated out to touch everyone nearby… if they allowed it. And I did. She did. Her parents did. And we became friends then and there, enjoying each other. It was a great adventure.

Attracting your Joy

And everyday we can experience an enjoyable adventure …. when we allow it. Meditation can help us focus on and remember joyful, loving innate energies within ourselves, which will attract more of those energies.

You can try it for yourself. In meditation consciously allow yourself to feel the joy, gratitude, tenderness and love that naturally resides in your heart. Include them in your Declarations of Truth or make them like those above. Then drop any expectations, leaving it to Source. Do not try to control any outcomes. Trust and remain open to the unlimited possibilities in the Universe!

Co-creating undesirable experiences

But we can also be very unaware of our emotions, because so many are conditioned and programmed unconsciously. Our body can react to situations with unconscious emotions, like the knee jerk reaction to something that startles us. And though it may be temporary, we experienced the fearful flight reaction in our body.

If we are unconscious of our emotions and feelings we can be down, frustrated or anxious without knowing we attract more of the same energies. Like the other evening at dinner I became distracted when a person at the next table in the restaurant started coughing. I had this this urge to get away.

I realized then that I unconsciously reacted with dislike. But instead of releasing the dislike and find the tenderness and love in my heart right then, I continued to be unconsciously distracted in the situation.

Sure enough, the next morning I experienced some physical discomfort in the throat. Realizing it was my thoughts and emotions that initiated the situation in myself, I quickly had the thought and happy emotion that I am in perfect health! And I felt I had turned a corner as emotions of enthusiasm, engagement, sincerity and loving trust arose to the Truth within.

Then I left it to the Great Law of Attraction and Great Principle without expectations, trusting that it will work out harmoniously according to Universal Law. And this experience was a great adventure too!

The great gift

We can be surprised by the unexpected when we flow in the creative energies of Source without expectations. Those surprises awaken us a bit more to our Inner Powers unity with Source. And as we awaken and become more and more conscious of our Inner Being we see Light and experience Love in our reality.

And that is a great gift is it?

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“The Great Principle, the Absolute, is all Life, all Mind, all Truth, all Love, all Spirit; all there is, is in the Great All, and if we apply that Law, the Law of Life, of Mind, of Truth and of Love, to all problems of our daily life, we work out, without noticing it, all the perfection we can ever aspire to, we buildup the Pyramid of our own life and reach the Point of Spirit, and we do not notice how it happens, because it is the Great Principle Itself Who is working to that end through us. It is Its work as much as ours. All we have to do is to be conscious, open channels for that.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, pages 136 and 137.

Nature Lovers’ Awe!

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality

Photo: Arabian Desert PSLB 2019

Greetings Nature lovers!

I’ve found that the beauty of the Arabian Desert can surprise you! Having never been in such a sea of living and moving dunes of sand rich with life before it can be very much be an unexpected surprise!

Nature often surprises us and inspires us into a state of awe. And that is a priceless gift.

Our hearts and mind become vibrationally coherent with Beauty as we recognize, appreciate and relate. Our Inner Beauty is drawn to the surface of our conscious recognition and we Love.

And conscious gratitude lifts us higher and closer to spiritual coherence with Source!

And this can happen anywhere in my experience. You can be in awe when you’re looking at the star filled night sky or in someone’s eyes. There may be surprises right around the corner! 

In the hope you experience awe in Nature and Life no matter where You are, PortiaSLB

“There is always a little gain on the side of the Positive, due to the continual operation of that eternal Helpmate of ours. We call it HOPE, as it always carries us beyond our own human selves, remains with us, sustains and uplifts us, when everything else seems to have deserted us. It is like the last string of that great Lyre called human Life, which, when the rest are broken, still strikes into our hearts new courage to continue the struggle to win our fight. Being a Law and an eternal one, it is not only Hope that the Law of Evolution brings to us, but also the assurance that no matter what may happen, SUCCESS and TRIUMP are ours eventually.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 169.

Tempted to go down a dark, dark hole – Empowering yourself amidst turmoil

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Mindfulness, shaping your reality

Hoping happiness for others plays a vital role in our own happiness. But we can find it difficult to stay positive amidst turmoil in our life and in the world. Fretting and wanting things to be different can keep us in perpetual worry, fret and fear. Yet we can empower ourselves with some simple practices.

Taking a different path

Constant thinking about what we don’t want takes us down a dark hole. 

When I’m in that hole I can’t see or think anything positive. So the best course of action I’ve found is to be silent. Relax and be quiet. Quiet the thinking or focus on breathing.  This breaks the connection to the habitual patterns of subconscious conditioning. But if you realize you are thinking, just observe it without following familiar trails, returning to your breathing and  the present moment. Be the detached observer. 

That’s when you can see a choice that was not there before.

No one or any condition can make us worried, sad or mad unless we agree to it. This realization has stopped me in my tracks! We can choose another path.

We may not have control over people or situations, but we may be able to remove ourselves from those energies that do not lift us. And we can control our own minds. Once you realize this then you can set yourself on a positive trajectory.

Something else happens

To the constant thinker being silent sounds counterproductive, yet being silent frees us to lift our consciousness.

This is when something else happens. Without the influence of the past or desires of the future, in other words without the influence of subconscious worry trails and programming that have been established through habit and unconscious programming, you can ignite the courage to liberate love and tenderness from your heart. This is so freeing in my experience.

When circumstances are not necessarily in sync

Tenderness may express and surface to your consciousness as calm gratitude. Mentally focusing on those things that you are grateful for activates the Law of Attraction, attracting more reasons for your happiness. The more gratitude that surfaces, the more likely you will experience harmony within. Love instead of fear within which has always been there.

Even when physical circumstances are not necessarily in sync with the calm and tenderness you experience within, you are empowering yourself and co-creating reality through the Law of Attraction. With love, consideration and caring as vital parts of your motivation, you are better able to co-create a happier reality. 

Any act of constructive creativity makes us a bit happier! And we can remove ourselves from stressful conditions if circumstances permit it. Turn off media. Be in nature. Do acts of kindness. And Live a Conscious Heart. 

The Light of Truth

Sure there may be times, in moments of doubt, that we feel like succumbing to feeling like crap again. Yet that contrast points to an opportunity! It’s an opportunity to recognize your Inner Strength and that the temptation to fall in a dark hole is a temporary illusion and let it go.

Grab hold of uplifting visions and contact Universal Life Energy. Be in the present moment, trusting that you are part of something greater than yourself. You are One with Source; have Faith and Trust in that.

Lightbearers even though we are consciously on our spiritual journey we may stumble amidst challenges. Consider: Creating strength & happiness when things go wrong

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“To go down fighting, with fire in the blood and victory in the heart, only to rise anew, is never a failure, even though your immediate object may have escaped your grasp. You step to supremacy over disaster and success alike, but as the disasters pry open your inner channels for tapping your Soul powers, failures will become less and less frequent.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, page 287. 

Dance of the Soul

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Liberating Your Soul, shaping your reality

Dance of the Soul

There upon his finger sat a butterfly. Then a sudden Silence came upon him and

He could see the pillows of iridescent colors of its wings that danced in the sunshine.

It was a dance of Light intertwined with rich colors of Harmony. 

There were visions of its transmutation from a hungry, short sighted, crawling creature then

Death as a caterpillar, to the freedom and flight of the exquisite being it is now.

In that silence his heart swelled up with appreciation of such a wondrous creature that

He could feel his self-striving to fulfill the universal destiny of all souls to

Dance in the rich colors of Harmony.

Our soul guides us in ways to construct happiness in our life, yet we are not normally conscious of our inner powers that shape the world. While we may feel “fine,” it keeps us stuck in a recycling hellish condition, circling over and over with the same thoughts and habits.

When we awaken to the greater qualities of our soul and unique character we rise to greater heights. And we naturally attract what is needed for our freedom, success and happiness in the earthly plane. 

Looking to be conscious of and manifest your soul, lifting yourself out of feeling just “fine?” Consider:

  Soul Meditation leading to sure-fired success and happiness in the material plane 

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

Photo: PSLB 2015

“Mind alone, with its human tool of Will Power is not  sufficient to push your Soul’s Individuality into expression…A greater Power, One which pervades all Planes equally and unites them through Its own Force of Attraction, is required.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, pages 313-4.

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Too busy to meditate…it’s a paradox!

by Circlelightbearer, posted in meditation, shaping your reality

Tallinn, Estonia 2019

We may feel so busy in our home and work life there doesn’t seem enough time to meditate even though it feels like a virtuous thing to do. But if we experience relentless stress, worries or depression then we may consider finding a way out of the uncomfortable.

Yet part of us can still stubbornly resist what can help us discover our inner calm and strength. It’s a paradox that we may unconsciously let dominate us!

Consider this: even though we may believe we don’t have time for meditation, we do what is important to us don’t we? 

Within the eye of the storm of our life is calm, and we can rest, recharge and rejuvenate our minds and hearts. We can reconnect with the tenderness in our hearts, even when our hearts have been broken. 

Within each of us is the Universe. It’s very expansive Universal Life Energy … God…Om! With a few minutes a day meditation can help you face life’s challenges and appreciate the joys with strength, confidence, and uplifting energies.  

And you will discover that you can Trust your Inner guru, your Higher Self. It will guide you to those insights you (your consciousness) are open to. And to those that are helpful and enlightening. You are protected in the Light of your Higher Self.

And there are many information resources available concerning meditation, including this website. The comment box below is available for questions.

How to get started? A simple 5 minute exercise called Relaxation and Silence. The Universe supports You unconditionally. 

With Light and Love, PortiaSLB

Photo: Tallinn, Estonia 2019 PSLB

“Through MEDITATION you will wipe away the discordant films which obscure expression of the Soul’s higher qualities through you human channels and will promote an extraordinary development and accord in every direction.”

Eugene Fersen, The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, page 280.

Awakening Spirit within

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Keys to Happiness, Liberating Your Soul, shaping your reality

Norway beauty 2019
Norway beauty 2019; PSLB

No matter your spiritual path; be it religious, philosophical, yogic or self guided, Knowledge and long kept wisdom on how to contact and awaken the Power of the Absolute within you is available.

Universal Life Energy is your Life line to The Great Unknown! And when you contact It you are contacting the Source, God. The Star exercise, as taught in Science of Being, is a simple, physical direct contact with the Great Principle. The flow of Life Energy, prana, chi jump-starts your harmonization.

 Other simple practices are taught in Science of Being for your awakening and harmonization in this reality. Without religious connotations, without beliefs, without rituals.

Exercises like Relaxation and Silence with deep breathing mobilizes the flow of Universal Life Energy through the spinal column. This awakens the kundalini, harmonizing the chakras and other centers.

The Mental Contact is a simple mental exercise that can be done anytime, anyplace in your human reality to continue your process of mental intent to awaken.  

And the FourSquare practice gives you the knowledge and tools to create harmonious opportunities and karma. It brings consciousness of Love in the moment, manifesting Harmony Now. It is the most practical spiritual map for your everyday, every moment human life. It creates a clear path for your spiritual journey.  

And there are step by step conscious practices that are simple and direct to connect with your Heart and Soul.

The wisdom culminates in  the highest state of Harmony in our human state of consciousness, the Spiritual Contact.

Science of Being is the science of your Being and includes knowledge on how to  live in harmony with Universal Laws. Laws like Polarity, Rhythm, Attraction and Karma.

How to bring the Light of Wisdom and Love to mind and awaken to your Heart and higher realms of awareness.

And how to create opportunities for your own happiness, health and success.

In the hope of your conscious awakening to Love being close at hand, PortiaSLB

“Rise through Inspiration into complete identity with It, shedding all consciousness of your limited Human Self, your human desire and aspirations.”

From the exercise SPIRITUALIZATION in The Fundamental Principles of Science of Being, Eugene Fersen, page 408.

 

Superconsciousness and the Heart Chakra connection

by Circlelightbearer, posted in shaping your reality

Our Spiritual Heart has within it the sacred chamber where we meet the Absolute. Yet we must ask ourselves, our Higher selves, Superconsciousness how to enter.

Wanting to rise into Spiritual Light and Vibrations will not cause us to succeed. It takes more than desire, especially when desire comes from the subconscious ego rather than the purity of our heart. 

This is very revvalent because

mind and heart, mind and love within us are linked. Christ consciousness is rooted in the higher frequencies of the Heart chakra.

Superconsciousness is linked to our Spiritual Heart. When we mentally become silent and listen to our intuition it is our Superconsciousness.

And this is why we meditate. We calm the mind and join mind to heart, realizing that we Love. That we Love unconditionally as the Absolute Loves unconditionally.

It requires purity of heart and mind; that is our mental intent is pure. We are unselfishly active, wise, honest and loving. And even then it comes from Grace; the will of the Absolute rather by human will. 

Even when we seem to crawl rather than fly we must continue to practice living purposefully, diligently and untiringly. We should practice being in the moment, aware of Spirit. Fully aware of manifesting the very qualities of Source: enthusiasm, intelligence, truth and love. 

We can experience the Spiritual contact in meditation with an attitude of unconditional Love, Faith, Trust and surrender of human will to Divine Will of the Absolute. Trying to force it to happen through human will has no benefit. The subconscious ego cannot enter the sacred chamber.

We must have a pure intent and purpose which cannot be faked or forced.

Slowly and gently we go into the Light of the unknown, Trusting in the Absolute with the help of our breath and the Holy Ghost.

The Holy Ghost is the Life Force, Universal Life Energy, prana, chi, harmonizing our mind and bodies as we meditate. It is the first physical manifestation of the Absolute and we can consciously and physically contact IT. Universal Life Energy brings us closer and closer to contacting, reaching and being one with the Spiritual Power.

Yet we must also purify and lift the human mind with Wisdom and Love. To experience this is my hope for all of us.

Here’s how to begin:

http://www.scienceofbeing.net/Relaxation_Silence.html

If you are interested in more information on the practice of meditation and the contacts with the Source more can be added to this site and sibling sites.

Most of us are left brain dominant, exhibiting logical, reasoning male mental qualities, rather than right brain dominate, exhibiting female creative, intuitive qualities. Yet both brain hemispheres work in unison. And more importantly both male and female qualities are rooted in our heart chakra.

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

“The Super-consciousness is in human beings the direct Spiritual link between them and the Absolute. Through it human consciousness is connected with Cosmic Intelligence. It is the guardian angel referred to in different religions, who day and night beholds the Face of God.”

Eugene Fersen, Science of Being, page 303.

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Silence on our Spiritual journey

Photo: PSLB 2019

 

Today’s consideration of water and fear

by Circlelightbearer, posted in Keys to Happiness, shaping your reality

Today’s consideration in your meditation or discrimination:

We are in the fluid world of change and we are given the opportunity to embrace it. Change is constant and eternal, a quality of Nature and the Absolute because everything is vibration. Change gives us the opportunity to learn, improve our conditions and state of happiness. A chance to evolve.

Yet many of us fear change, resent change, and want things to remain the same. Those that remain fixed will suffer as if their feet are frozen in ice.

Interestingly, water is a symbol of mind and a characteristic of water is change.  It moves and changes states. Ice can melt. Water can evaporate and rise into a finer state. 

Shouldn’t we embrace change and celebrate it when it lifts us? And if that change doesn’t lift us shouldn’t we examine ourselves to better understand why?

In the hope You find Love close at hand, PortiaSLB

photo: PortiaSLB

“Subconsciousness is a solid piece of ice. The warm Rays of Love, will melt the ice.”

Eugene Fersen, Aphorisms of The Lightbearer , page 75.